- Sep 21, 2022
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It's weird setting foot in the nursery again. It's like Frostbite hasn't quite registered that he's carrying kits yet. He reminds himself often enough, maybe now it will actually settle in. This time will be different, he tells himself. This time, he's not full of grief, stress, and anxiety. He knows what to expect. He hopes that.... He doesn't almost die this time. Remembering the pain of birth makes him shudder. It's perhaps the only thing giving him apprehension, and thats fine. Because that's normal.
With fresh moss in his mouth he begins to make his nest. He feels under the weather again today, too tired to make anything fancy. He is simply patting the moss down and then plans to lay down and not move for the rest of the day. He even gets to take the same spot he was in last time. His shoddy nest making is done with little effort and he settles onto his side and peers out the entrance of the nursery.
This is....It, then. There's nothing else he can do. He just has to lay right here..... By himself.......Yes, Needledrift is in here too....
But it's not the same!
He bites his lip and covers his face with his paws. In his fake privacy, he wallows in not being able to share a nest with Skunktail for the duration of his time in here. This sudden, nagging feeling of clinginess is eating him alive and he wasn't ready for it at all. So.... Instead of denying himself and laying here fighting a losing battle against the symptoms of pregnancy, he gets up again and shuffles out of the nursery, tucking his paws underneath him and assuming the loaf position.... And waits for Skunktail to Notice Him.
(( @Skunktail but no need to wait! ))
With fresh moss in his mouth he begins to make his nest. He feels under the weather again today, too tired to make anything fancy. He is simply patting the moss down and then plans to lay down and not move for the rest of the day. He even gets to take the same spot he was in last time. His shoddy nest making is done with little effort and he settles onto his side and peers out the entrance of the nursery.
This is....It, then. There's nothing else he can do. He just has to lay right here..... By himself.......Yes, Needledrift is in here too....
But it's not the same!
He bites his lip and covers his face with his paws. In his fake privacy, he wallows in not being able to share a nest with Skunktail for the duration of his time in here. This sudden, nagging feeling of clinginess is eating him alive and he wasn't ready for it at all. So.... Instead of denying himself and laying here fighting a losing battle against the symptoms of pregnancy, he gets up again and shuffles out of the nursery, tucking his paws underneath him and assuming the loaf position.... And waits for Skunktail to Notice Him.
(( @Skunktail but no need to wait! ))