- Apr 21, 2023
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This time, losing someone hurt more. Losing Buckgait had been a distant pain, unreachable, unfeeling. Her mother had already pulled away from the Clan, almost condemned her fiery nature to that of the nursery for the rest of her life. Yes, watching her be torn from them terrified her, and yes she spilled tears - but in the end, it was nothing. It was normal.
Meadowpaw - Meadowheart - is (was?) her brother. They trained alongside each other, shared a nest when freshly introduced to the apprentice den, and more. He gave his life to save her foolish one and though she and Oxbowpaw killed in his name... that didn't save him. He hunts with the stars, hopefully effortlessly. His belly will never empty and his heart will never pain, yet the trade off is that hers must always struggle.
Last time she struggles with loss on her own. Her family is much too solemn, too quiet, to confide in one another about pain and suffering. But Willowroot was there. Once, twice, maybe more - she was there. And in her sorrow Brookpaw looks for the former queen, chest clenching as she desperately needs comfort, though she knows not how to ask for it.
"Has anyone seen Willowroot?" she asks, her tone as quiet and even as it usually is, though she lashes her tail in a sort of ticking way.
Meadowpaw - Meadowheart - is (was?) her brother. They trained alongside each other, shared a nest when freshly introduced to the apprentice den, and more. He gave his life to save her foolish one and though she and Oxbowpaw killed in his name... that didn't save him. He hunts with the stars, hopefully effortlessly. His belly will never empty and his heart will never pain, yet the trade off is that hers must always struggle.
Last time she struggles with loss on her own. Her family is much too solemn, too quiet, to confide in one another about pain and suffering. But Willowroot was there. Once, twice, maybe more - she was there. And in her sorrow Brookpaw looks for the former queen, chest clenching as she desperately needs comfort, though she knows not how to ask for it.
"Has anyone seen Willowroot?" she asks, her tone as quiet and even as it usually is, though she lashes her tail in a sort of ticking way.