- Oct 17, 2022
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MAYBE I'D BE A SAINT IF I WEREN'T ————————————
As far as his usual plans go, Snakeblink’s campaign to befriend — or at least endear himself to — Cindershade has not been going… catastrophically poorly. The black molly is not an easy one to approach, and the fact that the two of them did not start off the right paw doesn’t help him at all. Their duties force them together more often than not, though, and Snakeblink has found that as long as he stays as quiet and unobtrusive as possible then Cindershade seems to find him palatable enough not to snap at him. Progress.
Some, she included, would call him a fool for this pointless tenacity in the face of someone who most likely doesn’t like him very much. Truth is, he himself isn’t entirely convinced of the rationality of this endeavor. There are many cats in Riverclan, some of which might feel more inclined to warming up to him; why be so hung up on Cindershade in particular?
Perhaps it’s the eternally dissatisfied loner in him, reaching for those who have rejected him in hope that goodwill alone might fix what is, at its core, only personal preference that happens to exclude him. Perhaps — and he places more stock into that explanation — it’s that they have been made such a matching pair that it feels natural that they should be friends, and the fact they aren’t yet vexes him. He craves what Smokethroat and Willowroot have: a friendship, a partnership, that makes their work easier and their clan stronger. Cindershade doesn’t seem to be on the same wavelength yet. But since the stars saw fit to curse Snakeblink with such abject blindness to social cues telling him to quit while he’s ahead, he might as well make use of it for his own ends.
The why doesn’t really matter in the end. Fact is that Snakeblink is on a mission, a friendship mission. And he’ll keep trying as long as Cindershade doesn’t physically pick him up and throw him off the gorge.
Today, he has decided to move on to the next step of his grand plan: striking up a conversation with her that isn’t directly related to their duties. It’s risky — doing such a thing is exactly what landed him in this situation moons ago — but it must be done at some point. He chose his time to approach her carefully: a warm day, with no tedious patrols or incidents, at sunset, when dinner ought to have left her mellower and perhaps in the mood for some communal grooming.
Any other context would have been easy to back out of, but this is just too perfect to pass up on. Surely the sky looks too pretty, the sun too warm on their back, for her to bite his head off. The worst that can happen is her telling me off, he thinks anxiously as he approaches her.
”Cindershade, hello. Would you have a moment to talk?” He ducks his head, grimacing politely. ”Nothing bad, I assure you. I only wanted to discuss the… Windclan situation.”
They — the leadership of the clan, if they can be called that — have talked extensively about the situation already, but something still doesn’t sit right with him. He’s hoping that going over it with her will help.
”In particular, I was wondering — do you plan on bringing Sablepaw along?”
Some, she included, would call him a fool for this pointless tenacity in the face of someone who most likely doesn’t like him very much. Truth is, he himself isn’t entirely convinced of the rationality of this endeavor. There are many cats in Riverclan, some of which might feel more inclined to warming up to him; why be so hung up on Cindershade in particular?
Perhaps it’s the eternally dissatisfied loner in him, reaching for those who have rejected him in hope that goodwill alone might fix what is, at its core, only personal preference that happens to exclude him. Perhaps — and he places more stock into that explanation — it’s that they have been made such a matching pair that it feels natural that they should be friends, and the fact they aren’t yet vexes him. He craves what Smokethroat and Willowroot have: a friendship, a partnership, that makes their work easier and their clan stronger. Cindershade doesn’t seem to be on the same wavelength yet. But since the stars saw fit to curse Snakeblink with such abject blindness to social cues telling him to quit while he’s ahead, he might as well make use of it for his own ends.
The why doesn’t really matter in the end. Fact is that Snakeblink is on a mission, a friendship mission. And he’ll keep trying as long as Cindershade doesn’t physically pick him up and throw him off the gorge.
Today, he has decided to move on to the next step of his grand plan: striking up a conversation with her that isn’t directly related to their duties. It’s risky — doing such a thing is exactly what landed him in this situation moons ago — but it must be done at some point. He chose his time to approach her carefully: a warm day, with no tedious patrols or incidents, at sunset, when dinner ought to have left her mellower and perhaps in the mood for some communal grooming.
Any other context would have been easy to back out of, but this is just too perfect to pass up on. Surely the sky looks too pretty, the sun too warm on their back, for her to bite his head off. The worst that can happen is her telling me off, he thinks anxiously as he approaches her.
”Cindershade, hello. Would you have a moment to talk?” He ducks his head, grimacing politely. ”Nothing bad, I assure you. I only wanted to discuss the… Windclan situation.”
They — the leadership of the clan, if they can be called that — have talked extensively about the situation already, but something still doesn’t sit right with him. He’s hoping that going over it with her will help.
”In particular, I was wondering — do you plan on bringing Sablepaw along?”
——————————————————————————————————— so god damn lonely
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ooc: man wildly overthinks friendly interaction, more at 6
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— Snakeblink • he / him. 40 ☾, riverclan warrior
— a sleek, skinny tabby with long ears and a scar over his right eye.
— gay, not actually evil, penned by @Kangoo