- Jun 14, 2023
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It had been thirteen nights since the cats that had gone on the journey had left everyone, though for Leopardtongue it had been fourteen days since the worry of those leaving potentially never coming back had been gnawing at her stomach. It was a risk that everyone who had volunteered were willing to take when they had decided they would go, and it had to be a risk that everyone that was left back at home were forced to accept. Even if they did come back, there was no telling who it would be or how they would be, and the thought of that had only caused the rosette tabby to be more worried. She missed her clanmates, but there was no denying that Batwing had been the one to always come to mind first, she knew that she missed him the most and instead of dwelling on it for the first two days she had tried to go out and hunt, helping to train those she could while trying to gauge Acornpaw's training thus far, wanting a distraction from the thoughts that plagued her at night when they were meant to be sleeping.
And many distractions she had gotten the past few days. Bones of prey showing up within the territory from unknown sources, more cats getting and dying of yellowcough, the disappearance of others. Recent conversations with Berryheart and Howlingstar aside, there were many things happening in ThunderClan, and it felt more and more like none of them were good.
She had been lost in these thoughts when she saw Raccoonstripe in camp, and it was then that Leopardtongue sought the tabby out - a friendly enough face despite his demeanor, one that she had known for most - if not all - of her life. He wouldn't sugar-coat things and simply tell her what she wanted to hear, she knew that much. When he agreed to talk with her, she soon found herself siting down by him, speaking in a lower tone and not wanting others around the camp to hear what she had to say. Everyone was worried, they didn't need to hear about her own worries as well, there was enough of that going around. The more she spoke, however, the more the warrior found herself losing what she was going to say, and without meaning to she was getting louder, speaking quicker as the tears she had been holding in finally threatened to fall. "What if they don't come back? What if they do and Batwing isn't there?" She finally found herself saying, head turning to look at the other warrior before it fell down to her paws, watching for a moment as they shuffled along the ground, moving the grass around, and before she realized it the words slipped out - "I talked with Berryheart to make sure, but I'm expecting kits. Batwing's the father and he may never come back." She didn't mean for it to be loud enough for others to hear, but whoever gathered around she didn't notice, too focused on the burning in her face as the fear-filled tears that had been welling this whole time finally fell to the grass.
And many distractions she had gotten the past few days. Bones of prey showing up within the territory from unknown sources, more cats getting and dying of yellowcough, the disappearance of others. Recent conversations with Berryheart and Howlingstar aside, there were many things happening in ThunderClan, and it felt more and more like none of them were good.
She had been lost in these thoughts when she saw Raccoonstripe in camp, and it was then that Leopardtongue sought the tabby out - a friendly enough face despite his demeanor, one that she had known for most - if not all - of her life. He wouldn't sugar-coat things and simply tell her what she wanted to hear, she knew that much. When he agreed to talk with her, she soon found herself siting down by him, speaking in a lower tone and not wanting others around the camp to hear what she had to say. Everyone was worried, they didn't need to hear about her own worries as well, there was enough of that going around. The more she spoke, however, the more the warrior found herself losing what she was going to say, and without meaning to she was getting louder, speaking quicker as the tears she had been holding in finally threatened to fall. "What if they don't come back? What if they do and Batwing isn't there?" She finally found herself saying, head turning to look at the other warrior before it fell down to her paws, watching for a moment as they shuffled along the ground, moving the grass around, and before she realized it the words slipped out - "I talked with Berryheart to make sure, but I'm expecting kits. Batwing's the father and he may never come back." She didn't mean for it to be loud enough for others to hear, but whoever gathered around she didn't notice, too focused on the burning in her face as the fear-filled tears that had been welling this whole time finally fell to the grass.
[ooc]@RACCOONSTRIPE
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"speaking" // thinking // action
Leopardtongue - 35 moons - she/her - ThunderClan - warrior
MEDIUM physically // MEDIUM mentally