ROEFLAME — break the air to feel the fall.
She hadn’t been out of camp for long, admittedly, her habit to confront instead of run becoming too overwhelming to stay away, to put it- this off.
She had never asked what Cinderfrost’s crimes were as an apprentice, even after her exile, the sugar-coated version her adoptive mother had given to Roeflame as a kit had been enough for the warrior until today, when she gazed upon Sunnyday over Sandpaws broken form and saw Cinderfrost.
The backlash from her clanmates had been similar- if not toned down to the same reaction the former medicine cat had received that day in front of Shadowclan.
She had never asked, never really wanted to know. Cinderfrost had saved her life and raised her, Roeflame had loved her so much that she refused to let herself know.
Had.
The realization had been a pit in the tabby’s stomach, she had loved the ashen molly so much so that she was ready to self-exile in order to stay at her side.
Until, she had been sent in the dead of night alongside Sunnyday to take a litter of newborn kits from Cinderfrost’s belly, and feel her fade from Roeflames life for good.
Now, as she stands in front of Howlingstars den in the dying light of dusk, she has to sink her claws in the ground to not turn away.
"Howlingstar?" Her voice is not a croak, but it is strained, unnaturally almost.
She didn’t want to know, but she had to.
@HOWLINGSTAR
"speech"
She hadn’t been out of camp for long, admittedly, her habit to confront instead of run becoming too overwhelming to stay away, to put it- this off.
She had never asked what Cinderfrost’s crimes were as an apprentice, even after her exile, the sugar-coated version her adoptive mother had given to Roeflame as a kit had been enough for the warrior until today, when she gazed upon Sunnyday over Sandpaws broken form and saw Cinderfrost.
The backlash from her clanmates had been similar- if not toned down to the same reaction the former medicine cat had received that day in front of Shadowclan.
She had never asked, never really wanted to know. Cinderfrost had saved her life and raised her, Roeflame had loved her so much that she refused to let herself know.
Had.
The realization had been a pit in the tabby’s stomach, she had loved the ashen molly so much so that she was ready to self-exile in order to stay at her side.
Until, she had been sent in the dead of night alongside Sunnyday to take a litter of newborn kits from Cinderfrost’s belly, and feel her fade from Roeflames life for good.
Now, as she stands in front of Howlingstars den in the dying light of dusk, she has to sink her claws in the ground to not turn away.
"Howlingstar?" Her voice is not a croak, but it is strained, unnaturally almost.
She didn’t want to know, but she had to.
@HOWLINGSTAR
"speech"
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