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Palefire wasn't someone who often admitted when she was wrong. She wasn't one to ever think she was wrong, really. But if the last few moons had taught her anything, it was that she obviously didn't know as much as she wanted to believe. It felt like lately, she was wrong more often than she was right. The only upside to these revelations was the fact that she was actively trying to do better, to move forward. She wanted to correct her past mistakes, and make sure that she never made the same ones again. Progress; however slowly it came to the stubborn molly.
And there was one glaringly obvious lapse in judgement she'd made many moons ago. At the time, she'd been bitter and angry, still resentful about losing her father to rogues and unwilling to tolerate any cats outside Thunderclan's borders. She'd been filled with hate, and spurred on by company she intentionally surrounded herself with, whose prejudiced opinions reflected her own. When a little scrap of a furball named Angus had wandered onto their territory, seeking glory within the ranks of the forest clans, she'd been appalled and enraged.
This soft little kittypet, who had only known a life of luxury and peace, really thought he could cut it as a clan cat. He'd not even managed to get himself down from the tree he'd been stuck in; what did he know of survival? Clan life was not for the weak, and she had been convinced that Angus was the very definition of the word. In all her indignation, she'd given him a nice little scar to remember her by. The lynx-point would've bet her life on him not making it a week before running home to his twolegs.
But she had been wrong. Time and time again, Roaringsun had proved himself. He'd become a valuable asset to Thunderclan's forces, one who fought with all the courage and honor of a cat born within the forest. And as the moons passed, her previous hatreds crumbled to dust around her. Getting to know Ivorypaw, and being betrayed by Skyclaw, had opened her eyes to how wrong she had been.
A cat's blood wasn't what made them a true warrior; it was their heart, their spirit. She watched her alabaster apprentice rise above every challenge thrown at her, and the young warrior was more than proud. Now Palefire realized that Roaringsun had done just the same; did he not deserve her admiration as well?
The night was cheerful and full of laughter as Flamestar called for a celebration. They had endured the attacks by Shadowclan and Riverclan, and by some miracle they had managed to catch a bounty of prey to feast on. At least for tonight, the could all relax and forget about the hardships they would need to survive in the coming season. Palefire had mingled idly for an hour or so, before a flame-pointed figure caught the corner of her eye.
For the hundredth time, she felt her chest tighten with regret as she looked at him. But this time, she was determined to do something about it. The pale molly rose to her paws and excused herself from her conversation, before striding directly over to the young tom. "Roaringsun," she greeted coolly, her cerulean gaze unreadable. "I was hoping I could speak with you for a moment." Unsurprisingly, it would be one of the first conversations they'd willingly had since the day he joined.
And there was one glaringly obvious lapse in judgement she'd made many moons ago. At the time, she'd been bitter and angry, still resentful about losing her father to rogues and unwilling to tolerate any cats outside Thunderclan's borders. She'd been filled with hate, and spurred on by company she intentionally surrounded herself with, whose prejudiced opinions reflected her own. When a little scrap of a furball named Angus had wandered onto their territory, seeking glory within the ranks of the forest clans, she'd been appalled and enraged.
This soft little kittypet, who had only known a life of luxury and peace, really thought he could cut it as a clan cat. He'd not even managed to get himself down from the tree he'd been stuck in; what did he know of survival? Clan life was not for the weak, and she had been convinced that Angus was the very definition of the word. In all her indignation, she'd given him a nice little scar to remember her by. The lynx-point would've bet her life on him not making it a week before running home to his twolegs.
But she had been wrong. Time and time again, Roaringsun had proved himself. He'd become a valuable asset to Thunderclan's forces, one who fought with all the courage and honor of a cat born within the forest. And as the moons passed, her previous hatreds crumbled to dust around her. Getting to know Ivorypaw, and being betrayed by Skyclaw, had opened her eyes to how wrong she had been.
A cat's blood wasn't what made them a true warrior; it was their heart, their spirit. She watched her alabaster apprentice rise above every challenge thrown at her, and the young warrior was more than proud. Now Palefire realized that Roaringsun had done just the same; did he not deserve her admiration as well?
The night was cheerful and full of laughter as Flamestar called for a celebration. They had endured the attacks by Shadowclan and Riverclan, and by some miracle they had managed to catch a bounty of prey to feast on. At least for tonight, the could all relax and forget about the hardships they would need to survive in the coming season. Palefire had mingled idly for an hour or so, before a flame-pointed figure caught the corner of her eye.
For the hundredth time, she felt her chest tighten with regret as she looked at him. But this time, she was determined to do something about it. The pale molly rose to her paws and excused herself from her conversation, before striding directly over to the young tom. "Roaringsun," she greeted coolly, her cerulean gaze unreadable. "I was hoping I could speak with you for a moment." Unsurprisingly, it would be one of the first conversations they'd willingly had since the day he joined.
- [ @roaringsun <3 this takes place during the celebration! ]
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⭃ lh lilac lynx point w/ low white and striking blue eyes
⭃ single, crushing on no one //npcxnpc
⭃ mentoring meadowpaw & ivorypaw // mentored by nightbird
⭃ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted // all opinions ic
⭃ underline and tag when attacking
⭃ penned by limerence ↛ @limericks. on discord, dm for plots
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