sensitive topics WHO WILL LOVE A LITTLE SPARROW // RTA "WAKING UP"

[ CW for mentions of death, depression and grieving]
Grief is not unfamiliar to a cat whose known little more than tragedy, war and death - but this brand is particularly shaking.

Almost two moons have passed since the deaths of Rattleheart and Lilypaw - but that passage of time was inconsequential to Slateheart. Life had been dull and routinely, with days spent poorly hunting and nights spent aimlessly wandering through barren nightmares. Very little had been uttered to another cat, and passing glances have been spared less and less. The warrior's fur had become unkept and unruly as he spends more and more time within the secluded burrows of camp, even as sickness ravages the better half of their warriors.

Something unseen had changed. In one particular evening spent away from camp, doing stars-knows-what the boy does when he's out on his solo wanders, Slateheart returns.. subtly heartened. His green eyes carry that signature tiredness that he had taken on since the death of his dearest friends, but within them - underneath masked, dull layers - lies a semblance of hope. What he had seen that day, or heard, remains somewhat of a mystery to his Clanmates. But undeniably, it must have been good.

Little by little, he began to try again. Gradually, he had moved back to his nest underneath the stars; from an occasional night, to every other night, to every evening spent with the eyes of his ancestors. And again, his fruitful hunts had resumed; Slateheart contributed to his Clan meal after meal, just as he once had, a formidable hunter. But yet, there remains an unwavering sullen silence to the heartbroken man, until..

" The leaves are falling, " Slateheart speaks, to no cat in particular, or to everyone who could hear. His gaze follows a leaf strewn in from a breeze carried from the scarce trees amongst the moorland. Nevermind that they had been falling for quite some time now; he wouldn't have noticed leaf-falls beginning any more than he'd notice a cat speaking directly at him for the past two moons. He still watches with the same wonder of a kit experiencing their first autumn. " It'll be a pretty season, won't it? "

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SLATEHEART ( he/him )​





( ooc ) anyone may be the cat he's speaking to <3
 
𓆝 . ° ✦ "I'll have to believe you," Grasspaw replied, from a few tail-lengths away. "Haven't gotten to see leaf-fall until now," as he stated the obvious, the pale tom rolled to stretch his paws. A wide yawn split his maw. He hadn't been the biggest fan of greenleaf, there was no protection from the harsh sun or torrential rain that came along with the season. WindClan was as open to the air as a bird's nest high in a tree. With the heat breaking lately he'd definitely been more comfortable. He certainly dreaded the frigid temperatures of leaf-bare, however. From the stories he's heard, it'll not be a fun time.
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    GRASSPAW — HE/HIM ・ 8 MOONS ・ TUNNELER APPRENTICE & WINDCLAN ・ PENNED BY TWITCHTAIL
    Small fawn tabby with pale green eyes.
    "speak" thoughts action
    — peaceful, healing, and minor injury powerplay allowed
 
*+:。.。 Grief was an illness Frightpaw's immune system was particularly strong against. Although Nightingalecry and Rattleheart's deaths still weighed heavy on her mind, Frightpaw saw no reason to stay in bed over. They're not coming back. Plenty of cats don't come back. And though she'd miss them particularly fiercely...what was she meant to do?

Her sympathy for the rest of those in her clan who couldn't defeat the flu of loss extended only there: pity that they were weak, nothing more, nothing less. Slateheart was one of those she found vaguely intriguing to consider. The way his paws hung heavy, his eyes distant even for what was right in front of him, the red that rimmed his gaze, the welts from bitten lips...How an illness could fell a warrior so wise...it was almost enough to make Frightpaw wonder who really was the healthy one...Frightpaw, or Slateheart...
But only almost.

"I liked the flowers, shame they're gone " Frightpaw chirps, padding to stand beside her sibling. She watches the leaf that had caught Slateheart's attention, moonlight eyes blown wide with curiosity. "that's weird. I've never seen an orange leaf before...you sure that's not a butterfly? " she asks, watching the flora bounce with the wind, too high up for her to snatch from the sky.



  • " Speech "
    GENERAL:
    Frightpaw
    DFAB— She/Her — Unsure
    9 moons — Ages 1 moon every month real-time
    Windclan apprentice
    Sister to Deathpaw, Witherpaw, Grasspaw, Whitepaw and Midnightpaw

    COMBAT:
    Physically easy | mentally medium
    Attack in bold #1b1e21
    injuries: None
 
Grief was now a constant companion in Midnightpaw's life. She wanted to feel nothing, like Frightpaw claimed to. She longed to shut off her emotions for good, and had become proficient at outwardly pretending as if she had. But the truth was, she struggled. And she had noticed how her formerly loquacious sister had become quieter, less... happy. Death had touched them all, and she wasn't quite done dealing with the heavy weight of Nightingalecry's.

The quirky young molly had noticed Slateheart acting somewhat more timorous recently. Though she hadn't paid it much thought. With the sickness burning through the clan, they all had problems to deal with. She likely wouldn't have noticed him at all in that moment, had her brother and sister not rallied around him. Midnightpaw begrudgingly decided to join them, the susurrous breeze ruffling shadow-striped fur as she slipped over. She hummed quietly as if pretending to contemplate his musings about the weather, but the truth was, she had ulterior motives. It had become habit to keep watch over Grasspaw and Whitepaw since the yellowcough outbreak, petrified that her littermates would start showing symptoms of illness. They wouldn't recover as easily as others.

Her opalescent blue gaze aimlessly tracked another xanthic leaf as it blew in the wind, wondering what was so great about the changing of the seasons. It wasn't magical; it meant that leafbare was coming, and life was going to get harder. They didn't need harder, not right now. A frown pulled taut at the corners of her mouth, and she reached out a frail paw to crush the fallen foliage upon the ground. "I don't like it," she mumbled sharply. "It means the bugs will start going away." She liked watching the insects. It was the only thing that made her feel... normal.


  • MIDNIGHTPAW she / her, moor-runner apprentice of windclan, 8 moons
    short-hair black tabby with low-white, vitiligo and blue eyes. petite and fragile
    hollowcreek x harbingermoon // littermate to whitepaw and grasspaw
    adopted by nightingalecry // adopted sister to frightpaw, witherpaw and deathpaw
    single, crushing on no one // currently mentored by redheart
    peaceful and healing powerplay permitted // underline and tag when attacking
    penned by limerence@limericks. on discord, feel free to dm for plots.
 

It is not intentional, the rift that opens between him and Slateheart. After the unfortunate reveal of secrets, too much has happened within the heart of WindClan — and Dimmingsun could not keep up with that and Slateheart's withdrawal from his peers once more. The thought scares Dimmingsun... his friend has always been notorious for his lonesome self, but it has evolved and shifted over the past few moons; not to mention the times he's managed to get himself in trouble while solitary. Perhaps it's for the best that Dimmingsun has not been able to follow.

Slateheart returns to them. Not just physically, but in spirits; there is a different glint to his eyes, still muted with pain, but more... himself. In times like these, that is all Dimmingsun can truly ask for.

He dares to approach. It is odd, how hesitant he can grow around Slateheart — like he expects his friend to have changed his mind, and not wish to surround himself with the likes of Dimmingsun any longer. "You'll see a lot of orange leaves around the ThunderClan border. Their territory gets real colorful around this time," he says to Frightpaw, but his attention tips towards Slateheart. An unsaid request lies in the space between them.