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MY WORLDS ON FIRE, HOW 'BOUT YOURS?
THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE IT AND I NEVER GET BORED."
Johnny had been spending more time in camp lately. While he still returned to his twoleg home every 3 or so days to let them know he was alive and well, most nights he spent his time curled up beside Silversmoke, softly purring in happiness as he drifted off to sleep beside his mate. Like everything else about his pregnancy, he’d been pushing things the most he could– trying to patrol and train his apprentice, and keep up with his usual routine as if he wasn’t carrying a bunch of extra weight in the form of several growing kits.
Crowding poor Silversmoke in their nest despite having technically grown ready for the nursery a little over a week ago.
He didn’t want to admit to himself that he was nervous, but as he finally made his way over to the nursery, there was no denying the nervous twitch of a bobbed tail, or the way his heart was beating faster in his chest. Johnny wanted to be a parent, and he was choosing to stay in camp because he didn’t want Silversmoke to miss out on anything with his kits– but it suddenly all felt so official. After this, he’d be a pregnant queen that was expected to take it easy and stay safely tucked away in camp.
It was such an easy thing to do when looking at it from the outside, but now…. Now it felt daunting in a way he hadn’t expected, leaving him with an anxious pit in his stomach. He loved his job as a warrior, and now he had to press pause and do… nothing? Prepare? But did he even know how to do those things?
Now’s no time to be second guessing yourself. he chided himself, steeling his nerves and making his way to the mouth of the nursery so he could peer inside. ”Uh- hello.” he greeted as he put his moss down, a bit awkwardly before clearing his throat and chasing away the uncertainty that lay in his voice, cracking a small smile as he stepped a little farther inside. ”Don’t suppose you have room for one more in here, do you?” he asked with a chuckle, bright eyes flitting around for a spot to put a nest of his own.