- Apr 21, 2023
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Brookpaw idles by the stream in camp. Her tail is looped around her body as she watches the water lazily lap at her paws. Her mind is filled with too many false memories of this stream - of Buckgait and Lightningstone helping her and her siblings learn to swim, splashing in the shallows or pretending to fish. All things that never happened due to being displaced, the river formerly engorged by the floods. She was an apprentice by the time they moved home again - Lichentail taught her to swim, much to Brookpaw's disdain. And now Buckgait is...
The water by her paws is disturbed. A droplet, a single tear, leaves her eye and races downwards. A hot flash of fury surged through her and she slams a paw into where the tear landed, as if she could erase its existence. No - no, she hasn't cried yet, and she can't do it now. Much of her being finds itself suffocated by the fact that Buckgait is gone and she can't will herself to feel much more than nothingness about it. Crying now - crying now would ruin all of her lackluster progress of 'growing' without her mother. Not to mention how close she is to the nursery and many others in camp.
But the tears continue. They're slow going, and she has no sobs to accompany them. Instead, Brookpaw remains unsteady by the stream's edge, head hanging low as she watches it flow.
@willowroot
The water by her paws is disturbed. A droplet, a single tear, leaves her eye and races downwards. A hot flash of fury surged through her and she slams a paw into where the tear landed, as if she could erase its existence. No - no, she hasn't cried yet, and she can't do it now. Much of her being finds itself suffocated by the fact that Buckgait is gone and she can't will herself to feel much more than nothingness about it. Crying now - crying now would ruin all of her lackluster progress of 'growing' without her mother. Not to mention how close she is to the nursery and many others in camp.
But the tears continue. They're slow going, and she has no sobs to accompany them. Instead, Brookpaw remains unsteady by the stream's edge, head hanging low as she watches it flow.
@willowroot