- Feb 20, 2023
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"ALWAYS"
Wrenflutter had a small routine she's established for herself. She'd frequently be in the nursery, feeding and cleaning Marigoldkit and shooing off Acornkit and Oakkit off to play. And then she would often tidy up the den, not that it needed frequent cleaning or that the apprentices couldn't do so. It kept her paws busy. After, she would go in the the bustling camp, checking in on her children and siblings, usually settling down to share tongues with her beloved brother and sisters. It was calming, and it was peaceful. Though it equally made her mood less than pleasant when her routine drastically shifted. She had been in the midst of tidying up the den, when she heard pawsteps approaching and the thump of either moss or prey hit the ground. "Oh thank you, I'll get that shortly." She had responded without turning, since it was common for prey or moss to be donated to the nursery. "We should talk, Wrenflutter." The voice spoke and it made her freeze. Why was he here? He avoided the nursery like the plague. "I don't think we have anything to say to each other." She responded politely, continuing to neaten up the nest she was working on. "We do, and you know it. We… We can't keep pretending what happened between us didn't happen." The tabby continued, causing the queen to grit her teeth and exhale heavily before she turned to him. "Oh really? Because you had no problem doing that before, why the sudden change?" She asked with a light hiss slipping through her lips. The tom stared at her sharply, continuing on as if her inquiry meant nothing. "Do they even know?" He asked, and she didn't need any explanation. "No, why would they? You were never there and they never needed you." She snapped. She considered it a blessing every night that she had her siblings, that her kits had more family beyond her and that they never needed the love of an absent father. "What about you? Have you even spoken to them? Or do they only know you as a distant clanmate?" She hissed after as she stepped forward, causing the bobtailed tom to step out of the entrance. "You chose to not want to be involved with them, to not be involved with me! You don't get to change your mind when they're apprentices and question my decisions on telling them nothing about you, Cedarwhisker! You. Weren't. There." She added with a deeper hiss, not even allowing him to answer. While her kits were getting to the age they may keep secrets from her, she knew they'd tell her about a tom claiming to be their father. She knows he hasn't said a word to them. "Just leave it be Cedarwhisker. If you want to be their father, talk to them, not me. I think I made my feelings about you clear." She sighed after, this confrontation draining her. Perhaps she was bitter, and perhaps that was why she withheld information, granted the kits never questioned it, now did they? As far as she knew, her children were happy without their father, but if Cedarwhisker suddenly wanted to be involved, she wouldn't stop him as long as he actually stepped up.
//originally meant to be a one shot but i decided to make it an open!
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