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The tom's words reminds her of her father, oddly- the way he spoke, calm and calculating. The snot that dribbled down his nose and snorts at an attempt at breathing properly through phlegm. Hyacinthbreath wasn't unintelligent, she knew motive when she saw it- many cats had stood up against Sootstar, herself included, but you cannot make a difference if the one cat who you're supposed to depend on, turns against you. Everything she knew in love was ended because she called irresponsibility out the moment she heard of it- danger, that could have been avoided if that brown tabby she once called Brother would have used his brain for once instead of thinking about his pride.
Her paws slip on melting snow, though she catches herself with grace- shoulders wedge uncomfortably. Her son was gone now, left with his clanmates- all that was left was Hyacinthbreath and Smogmaw, standing at the edge of Fourtrees together. He asked to speak with her when ears weren't listening in, when eyes weren't burning into the back of her head. "I can't stay for long," She huffs softly, watching as her warm breath creates a cloud in front of her. Lightningstone would be coming back to check on her soon, making sure she wasn't a traitor. Was she? For a creature who so desperately yearned for a place to belong, roots just never took its place with Hyacinthbreath.
She turns to look at the tabby, considers offering him food for going through this danger. But she holds her tongue. This wasn't a friend, merely a cat with motives she understood. Warmongering had its benefits, but when the war was on the inside.. It led to instability. Hyacinthbreath had been making that point for a while now. "Beware of the traitor in plain sight, Smogmaw. A true moor cat believes in freedom, in choice. If Her Majesty wills it, one could lose their eye in an instant. If she wills it, War could begin. She is no friend, Smogmaw. She's a ghost of who she used to be, a husk drunk on power. If your Clan turns against you, you are nothing." Thick accented tune hums, the tiny lynx point looking up at the tom. "The Fates have their ways of taking what's owed to them."
❝ there are wounds inside me, gaping holes of disconnect.
can you drown inside your own body? can you suffocate within this mind? ❞
can you drown inside your own body? can you suffocate within this mind? ❞