- Dec 15, 2022
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In most days, Sparkpaw is silent during work. Too much to prove to rely on words, that’s what some of the older warriors laugh. They’re right, in a way. He is Yewberry’s child, and he carries the burden of traitor’s blood. That wasn’t a pain he can will away with pretty words. Instead he throws himself to his training, and tries not to be consumed by jealousy as his mentor’s litter springs from the den. Sparkpaw loves his mother, but this litter, this one in particular– they have a father to be proud of, too. He wishes Weaselclaw had been his own father. He wishes his mom had chosen someone who didn’t– who wouldn’t– was he so unimportant, in the end?
With a stifled, nearly wounded sigh, Sparkpaw finally abandons his work. It had been boring anyway, monotonous den repair. Important, yes, and something he would gladly throw himself into any other day, but it’s not enough. It doesn’t keep his mind off of everything else the way he needs it to. His heart is as sore as his paws, and it feels like nothing has been accomplished. All this mending, and it seems just as broken. The apprentice’s head hangs low, his chin nearly flattening the fur of his chest.
"Weaselclaw?" His paws shuffle, but he doesn’t look up. He chews on his words like stringy, rotten meat. "Why did they hate WindClan? Everyone who– they’ve all–" A deep, steadying breath, his paw clutching down on the small group of dried stems he’d released. "I don’t understand. What out there is better, or more important or– don’t they care? About WindClan, about–" me "– us."
With a stifled, nearly wounded sigh, Sparkpaw finally abandons his work. It had been boring anyway, monotonous den repair. Important, yes, and something he would gladly throw himself into any other day, but it’s not enough. It doesn’t keep his mind off of everything else the way he needs it to. His heart is as sore as his paws, and it feels like nothing has been accomplished. All this mending, and it seems just as broken. The apprentice’s head hangs low, his chin nearly flattening the fur of his chest.
"Weaselclaw?" His paws shuffle, but he doesn’t look up. He chews on his words like stringy, rotten meat. "Why did they hate WindClan? Everyone who– they’ve all–" A deep, steadying breath, his paw clutching down on the small group of dried stems he’d released. "I don’t understand. What out there is better, or more important or– don’t they care? About WindClan, about–" me "– us."
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sparkpaw, sparky. dmab male, he - him - his.
──── kitten of windclan. equally loyal to windclan and family.
──── 04 moons old. born on dd.mm.yy, and ages in real time?
──── echolight x elmbreeze, adopted by yewberry. brightfam. - "speech"