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Smokethroat knows he should have listened to his council, they had not been pushy with their concerns but they had expressed them openly and he had fully recognized it all as reasonable but he wanted so desperately to see him again that it clouded his judgement more than he should have allowed it to. A chance to speak to his former mate in private, without a medicine cat or a lingering clanmate nearby, a chance to be alone with his thoughts afterwards - to sort himself out. He'd already grieved, there was no more mourning to be had but there were so many questions still to be answered and a lot of things he needed to work through. It made sense to go alone, but logically he knew it was a risk. He had left Willowroot at the border and continued his trek in morose silence, the sounds of bird song fading in favor of the shrill chirping of crickets as the dark gradually began to descend down around him. Trees gave way to rolling hills, the sound of the river faded into a low rumble in the distance and he could see the spire looming ahead.
Part of him his nervous, StarClan had always just been an ambient thought, a present he knew of but had never seen; coming face to face with them was both somewhat thrilling but also terrifying in a way he could not fully comprehend.
He slows to a stop, seeing the figures of several cats in the distance and finds himself inwardly groaning in annoyance - he had hoped to not run into a patrol at all on his way there but it only paused him briefly before he kept walking forward with his head lifted high and his tail flicking upward in greeting, "WindClan." His fur prickled, something was wrong. "I'm simply passing through to highstones." His selfish desire to speak to Cicadastar in StarClan alone felt as if it was about to bite him...
Smokethroat knows he should have listened to his council, they had not been pushy with their concerns but they had expressed them openly and he had fully recognized it all as reasonable but he wanted so desperately to see him again that it clouded his judgement more than he should have allowed it to. A chance to speak to his former mate in private, without a medicine cat or a lingering clanmate nearby, a chance to be alone with his thoughts afterwards - to sort himself out. He'd already grieved, there was no more mourning to be had but there were so many questions still to be answered and a lot of things he needed to work through. It made sense to go alone, but logically he knew it was a risk. He had left Willowroot at the border and continued his trek in morose silence, the sounds of bird song fading in favor of the shrill chirping of crickets as the dark gradually began to descend down around him. Trees gave way to rolling hills, the sound of the river faded into a low rumble in the distance and he could see the spire looming ahead.
Part of him his nervous, StarClan had always just been an ambient thought, a present he knew of but had never seen; coming face to face with them was both somewhat thrilling but also terrifying in a way he could not fully comprehend.
He slows to a stop, seeing the figures of several cats in the distance and finds himself inwardly groaning in annoyance - he had hoped to not run into a patrol at all on his way there but it only paused him briefly before he kept walking forward with his head lifted high and his tail flicking upward in greeting, "WindClan." His fur prickled, something was wrong. "I'm simply passing through to highstones." His selfish desire to speak to Cicadastar in StarClan alone felt as if it was about to bite him...
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—⊰⋅ Deputy of RiverClan
—⊰⋅ He/Him
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
—⊰⋅ Black tom w/vitiligo & one orange eye.