- Feb 9, 2023
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She had been sitting casually with Whitepaw and a few other apprentices, relaxing from their shared tunneller duties earlier in the day, when something that is said hits her as slightly odd. "Wait - sorry, what?" Cottonpaw's shoulder fur ruffles and her eyebrows furrow. At the gathering before last - one she was barred from going to because she was attacked by that nasty RiverClan tom - they claimed that she crossed into their territory? "No. No, no, no - Cicadastar -" the long river-rat's name tastes like acid in her mouth, "- he lied, just like that? And to dozens of cats from all five Clans and - and no one thought to tell me?" She can't tell what makes her angrier. The fact that she's likely become a joke amongst cats from all of the Clans... or that her own Clanmates hadn't the brightest thought to let her know. Ignorance is not bliss, she doesn't think.
"No. No!" Cottonpaw stands, taking a step away from her friends and pacing a few paces left and right, and then left again. "First, Magpiepaw goes on and embarrasses me the way he did -" it's been weeks since, and it's relieving how her heart doesn't ache as bad anymore. "And now RiverClan is spreading lies about me? Wait - no, I guess that happened first. Magpiepaw must've felt pity towards me..." he did mention the last few gatherings when she confronted him... Had he made it to that one? Does he, too, think she's inept? The fur along her backside bristles, and anyone passing her a brief, bewildered glance would finally see the longstanding Sootstar blood boiling within her. "Wow. Wow."
She finally pauses, staring off at nothing at first. It's easy for her to calm herself down, as much as she admittedly doesn't want to. She'd rather claw off the ears of those toms in RiverClan - and then maybe yank the tail of the bicolored apprentice in ShadowClan. To pity her, of all cats. It wasn't an act of friendship - it was a ploy, a chance to see if she really would disobey their laws. Cottonpaw is angry, fuming, even. She grits her teeth as she leans back and sits on her haunches.
"I went ahead of the patrol, yes, and I was near that damned bridge, yes - but I hadn't put a paw on it, much less crossed it and the river into enemy land." Her eyes are frenzied as she looks towards her friends for a sense of approval, ears folding back. She sucks in a deep breath, tail settling around her paws. The scruff of her neck burns, as does the long, thin scar that mars her eyelid and cheek. "That cat - Smokethroat - made his way to me, grabbed me, and used me to goad the rest of the patrol into a scuffle." She wonders, briefly, if this should inflate her ego at all. To be the chosen prize at the end of a messy scandal. It, she decides, does not.
"StarClan," she huffs, nose twitching, "That - that really upsets me. I hope they both fall in the gorge, and that their bodies aren't recovered," Cottonpaw decides, easing off of her tirade with a simple huff.
"No. No!" Cottonpaw stands, taking a step away from her friends and pacing a few paces left and right, and then left again. "First, Magpiepaw goes on and embarrasses me the way he did -" it's been weeks since, and it's relieving how her heart doesn't ache as bad anymore. "And now RiverClan is spreading lies about me? Wait - no, I guess that happened first. Magpiepaw must've felt pity towards me..." he did mention the last few gatherings when she confronted him... Had he made it to that one? Does he, too, think she's inept? The fur along her backside bristles, and anyone passing her a brief, bewildered glance would finally see the longstanding Sootstar blood boiling within her. "Wow. Wow."
She finally pauses, staring off at nothing at first. It's easy for her to calm herself down, as much as she admittedly doesn't want to. She'd rather claw off the ears of those toms in RiverClan - and then maybe yank the tail of the bicolored apprentice in ShadowClan. To pity her, of all cats. It wasn't an act of friendship - it was a ploy, a chance to see if she really would disobey their laws. Cottonpaw is angry, fuming, even. She grits her teeth as she leans back and sits on her haunches.
"I went ahead of the patrol, yes, and I was near that damned bridge, yes - but I hadn't put a paw on it, much less crossed it and the river into enemy land." Her eyes are frenzied as she looks towards her friends for a sense of approval, ears folding back. She sucks in a deep breath, tail settling around her paws. The scruff of her neck burns, as does the long, thin scar that mars her eyelid and cheek. "That cat - Smokethroat - made his way to me, grabbed me, and used me to goad the rest of the patrol into a scuffle." She wonders, briefly, if this should inflate her ego at all. To be the chosen prize at the end of a messy scandal. It, she decides, does not.
"StarClan," she huffs, nose twitching, "That - that really upsets me. I hope they both fall in the gorge, and that their bodies aren't recovered," Cottonpaw decides, easing off of her tirade with a simple huff.