- Feb 11, 2024
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Sleep came comfortably to Owlpaw these days, if anything it was harder to fight to stay awake when sharing a nest with Crowpaw and Oddpaw. There was comfort to it, the inherent safety of being pressed against her partners, the shared warmth and the sound of their breathing. She tried to not think about how uncomfortable the warmth may be in the coming warmer weather, instead opting to enjoy it in the present. It was particularly hard to stay awake the previous night, she remembers stirring awake because Oddpaw had woken up. She recalls hearing his yawn and presumably addressing Crowpaw but sleep had found her comfortably for the rest of the night. She actually dreamed too, it was quite sweet really. She dreamed of honeyed words from Oddpaw, nicknames in languages that she could both speak and couldn’t. Then she thought about the nickname bestowed upon her by Crowpaw, the thoughts made her smile to herself.
She stretches from the position that she fell asleep in, the sun from the slowly rising sun finding its way to creep inside the apprentices’ den. A small yawn escapes her as her mind drifts off to recall more from that dream of hers, something in the dream gave her pause. She could have sworn that in it Crowpaw and Oddpaw exchanged ‘I love yous' with each other and then with Owlpaw. The thought caused her face to grow warm, she could have sworn that her fur bristled at the idea, she licked her paw to clean her face, hoping to smooth out the stuck out fur in the process. She didn’t feel disgusted, far from it in fact. The idea made her smile, large and bright. It was sweet, the idea of exchanging feelings like that. She wouldn’t deny that she loved her partners, she was padding after them after all. That being said she was certain that she would die if she said I love you, she didn’t want to surprise them with that after all, you’re supposed to wait for the right moment for that kind of thing right? That sounded right to her anyways, while she was comfortable exchanging I love yous with family she was pretty certain that it's supposed to be a big deal to do that with partners.
Her feelings were confusing, both mortified over the idea of her feelings being known like that and yet desperately wanting them to be known. Wanting to tell them that she loved them while fighting the anxiety of trying to navigate when or how she was supposed to do it. It was just a dream though, she could try and figure out how to say it later. Stretching once more she attempted the start of her new routine, trying to wriggle out of the nest without disturbing her partners if they were still awake. Once out of their grasps she moved around their nest to nuzzle her cheek against their heads, first Oddpaw then Crowpaw. “Good morning” she murmured softly, fighting off the urge to yawn again. She resumed her attempt at taming her long fur before the day ahead of them truly began “I had a dream last night, we were all sleeping- well I was trying to sleep, you two weren’t. It was weird, trying to sleep within a dream.” she commented off handedly with a light laugh as she smoothed out the fur on her front legs.
//ooc: this takes place the morning after this thread ! Come get yalls girlfriend @ODDPAW @CROWPAW!
She stretches from the position that she fell asleep in, the sun from the slowly rising sun finding its way to creep inside the apprentices’ den. A small yawn escapes her as her mind drifts off to recall more from that dream of hers, something in the dream gave her pause. She could have sworn that in it Crowpaw and Oddpaw exchanged ‘I love yous' with each other and then with Owlpaw. The thought caused her face to grow warm, she could have sworn that her fur bristled at the idea, she licked her paw to clean her face, hoping to smooth out the stuck out fur in the process. She didn’t feel disgusted, far from it in fact. The idea made her smile, large and bright. It was sweet, the idea of exchanging feelings like that. She wouldn’t deny that she loved her partners, she was padding after them after all. That being said she was certain that she would die if she said I love you, she didn’t want to surprise them with that after all, you’re supposed to wait for the right moment for that kind of thing right? That sounded right to her anyways, while she was comfortable exchanging I love yous with family she was pretty certain that it's supposed to be a big deal to do that with partners.
Her feelings were confusing, both mortified over the idea of her feelings being known like that and yet desperately wanting them to be known. Wanting to tell them that she loved them while fighting the anxiety of trying to navigate when or how she was supposed to do it. It was just a dream though, she could try and figure out how to say it later. Stretching once more she attempted the start of her new routine, trying to wriggle out of the nest without disturbing her partners if they were still awake. Once out of their grasps she moved around their nest to nuzzle her cheek against their heads, first Oddpaw then Crowpaw. “Good morning” she murmured softly, fighting off the urge to yawn again. She resumed her attempt at taming her long fur before the day ahead of them truly began “I had a dream last night, we were all sleeping- well I was trying to sleep, you two weren’t. It was weird, trying to sleep within a dream.” she commented off handedly with a light laugh as she smoothed out the fur on her front legs.
//ooc: this takes place the morning after this thread ! Come get yalls girlfriend @ODDPAW @CROWPAW!