- Jul 17, 2022
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It feels as if it has been months since she had talked with Blazestar after the fateful meeting, about her jealousy, the burning feeling that she got. Blazestar had called it love, had said so himself and she had come to terms with it, but only for a few days. There wasn't any point in it and it was only proven after Centipede's death, Leopard's death. It's such a fickle thing, and it wasn't supposed to bother her like most things don't, but it does, and it gets under her skin. There were a few moments when she closed her eyes that she saw his body in their place, made up a scene in her mind for Centipede and Stars was it getting just so tiring.
Shes been staying later, getting up earlier and it was obvious she had not been getting enough sleep, often coming to camp with a distant look in her eyes or frazzled fur. She'd brush it off with a laugh when confronted, she couldn't have her own apprentice worry about her after all, couldn't have any of her friends worry about her. It finally comes to a breaking point as she pushes in to camp barely at the crack of dawn, fur prickling with swirling emotions (she has to be calm, she doesn't feel like herself), yellow eyes dull, she searches for him. She searches for her best friend, for his embrace, slightly wobbling on her paws as she regains control of her breathing.
She spots him, hurries before she attempts to push herself taught against him, tears brimming in her eyes. "I'm sorry. Lo siento, lo siento." she fights back a full-fledged sob, heaving a breath, she was fine, its fine, hes here, hes here. She can only hope he accepts her apology, but she gets it. She had taken time to herself, selfishly, hadn't told him. Maybe Blazestar was right.
Shes been staying later, getting up earlier and it was obvious she had not been getting enough sleep, often coming to camp with a distant look in her eyes or frazzled fur. She'd brush it off with a laugh when confronted, she couldn't have her own apprentice worry about her after all, couldn't have any of her friends worry about her. It finally comes to a breaking point as she pushes in to camp barely at the crack of dawn, fur prickling with swirling emotions (she has to be calm, she doesn't feel like herself), yellow eyes dull, she searches for him. She searches for her best friend, for his embrace, slightly wobbling on her paws as she regains control of her breathing.
She spots him, hurries before she attempts to push herself taught against him, tears brimming in her eyes. "I'm sorry. Lo siento, lo siento." she fights back a full-fledged sob, heaving a breath, she was fine, its fine, hes here, hes here. She can only hope he accepts her apology, but she gets it. She had taken time to herself, selfishly, hadn't told him. Maybe Blazestar was right.
"speech"