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Betonyfrost wakes to snow.
Her eyes open slowly and her head rises with a visible effort. The world is weighted and out of focus, or perhaps it is Betonyfrost who is weighted, or her eyes that are weighted. Yes, that’s it. Her eyes are weighted. She rasps her tongue over white gums and blinks, bleary, and blinks again, only this time her eyes do not wish to open.
This isn’t right, Betonyfrost thinks, distantly from herself.
Her head rises from the snow— when had she let it rest?— and she tries to tell her folded and coiled body to unwind, but her paws move at the same speed as her sluggish heart and the clouds in her head are too numerous to remember just how she is supposed to coordinate her many limbs. Betonyfrost falls twice before she stands, shedding powdered snow as a disturbed overhang sheds dirt.
"Damn it— damn it all," Betonyfrost slurs, but without any kind of bite; all her heat has left her.
Paws beneath her, Betonyfrost struggles— think! —to remember what she'd set herself to do. She glares to clanrock, certain in the haze of her mind that this is somehow Pitchstar's fault, but even that thought is a thin wisp of smoke. Parts of her are numb, and other parts screech and ache with every point of contact they have with the world. She remembers she is cold, just as she remembers that such a thing is a strange thing to remember. The cold doesn't bite her so harshly, not as it should.
Betonyfrost stumbles into the warriors' den more than she walks, and pauses at the mouth of it for only long enough to recall that she has been disallowed from this. That's why she had been out: because she was supposed to. Did Pitchstar intend for her to die? But it doesn't matter, if Pitchstar wanted Betonyfrost dead she'd force him to do her the kindness of killing her himself.
She must be a sight to her clanmates, the skin of her ears a bruise-blue and her nose gone colorless. When she steps, she catches the bright berry red of her pads and nearly mistakes it for blood. But such things do not matter at the moment; Betonyfrost just needs to get warm. She'll feel better then, once she's warm. It is hardly warmer inside, but Betonyfrost finds her warmth in sprawling atop her clanmates, pressing her cold pads into what she is certain is someone's gut.
Her eyes open slowly and her head rises with a visible effort. The world is weighted and out of focus, or perhaps it is Betonyfrost who is weighted, or her eyes that are weighted. Yes, that’s it. Her eyes are weighted. She rasps her tongue over white gums and blinks, bleary, and blinks again, only this time her eyes do not wish to open.
This isn’t right, Betonyfrost thinks, distantly from herself.
Her head rises from the snow— when had she let it rest?— and she tries to tell her folded and coiled body to unwind, but her paws move at the same speed as her sluggish heart and the clouds in her head are too numerous to remember just how she is supposed to coordinate her many limbs. Betonyfrost falls twice before she stands, shedding powdered snow as a disturbed overhang sheds dirt.
"Damn it— damn it all," Betonyfrost slurs, but without any kind of bite; all her heat has left her.
Paws beneath her, Betonyfrost struggles— think! —to remember what she'd set herself to do. She glares to clanrock, certain in the haze of her mind that this is somehow Pitchstar's fault, but even that thought is a thin wisp of smoke. Parts of her are numb, and other parts screech and ache with every point of contact they have with the world. She remembers she is cold, just as she remembers that such a thing is a strange thing to remember. The cold doesn't bite her so harshly, not as it should.
Betonyfrost stumbles into the warriors' den more than she walks, and pauses at the mouth of it for only long enough to recall that she has been disallowed from this. That's why she had been out: because she was supposed to. Did Pitchstar intend for her to die? But it doesn't matter, if Pitchstar wanted Betonyfrost dead she'd force him to do her the kindness of killing her himself.
She must be a sight to her clanmates, the skin of her ears a bruise-blue and her nose gone colorless. When she steps, she catches the bright berry red of her pads and nearly mistakes it for blood. But such things do not matter at the moment; Betonyfrost just needs to get warm. She'll feel better then, once she's warm. It is hardly warmer inside, but Betonyfrost finds her warmth in sprawling atop her clanmates, pressing her cold pads into what she is certain is someone's gut.
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