You know I wanna be your light ☀︎ return

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Twolegs once didn't scare him, after all they kept him fed and were kind to him when he stayed in that shelter cage so long ago; but maybe that in itself was cruel. A touch of warmth to remind him of what he didn't have behind steel bars, a life he could not feasibly complain about because he was provided for - a gilded cage. He had almost not left that day when the door didn't latch into place and remained open enough for a cat to push his way out. No, he had nearly decided to stay out of fear of a world he didn't know. Outside was strange, terrifying, there was comfort in these familiar steel walls and slim shining bars, comfort in the coos of twolegs passing by, the comfort of consistent food and care...
Now he was realizing this comfort was a lie, there was no peace of life to be had locked in a cage no matter the sincerity of your guards, he didn't understand how he had lived such a way when he was younger, before the clans, when now he wanted nothing to do but sink his claws into every slim appendage attempting to coax him with chittering words. Sunfreckle recalls exposing his belly once to a wandering twoleg, goading them away from Nightbird who was in a tree and unable to get down - it felt like a lifetime ago, but he couldn't see himself doing such a thing again. He didn't want to play pretend, he didn't want decorative collars or scratches behind the ear; he wanted OUT.
The place he was in lacked the warmth his old cage had, the sharp scent of bitterness in the air and a cleanliness that was manufactured like most twoleg scents; plastic and hard. He's flattened himself down to the bottom of the cage, hissing and teeth barred and his reflection in the metallic is a strange sight; he is not usually so hostile but these creatures have ruined his life before and were now attempting to end it surely. Part of him says to play along and be docile, make it easier for them so they didn't kill him - maybe they'd give him to new twolegs to keep, bare some ridiculous name and jingling necklace, but he had lived in ThunderClan too long now to be complacent and he reaches his lone forepaw out in a wild swipe of claws when a hand attempts to go for him, he continues this until there are too many hands, too tight in fur, twisting his scruff, pushing him down where his claws are pinned under; he spits, he hisses, he feels something like a thorn pinprick and its suddenly very quiet.

His green eyes open, hes moving again, in the same cage he was in when they caught him first. His head spins and the red tabby gives a low whine of frustration; what was going on? There is a bump that jostles the cage and his head lifts to examine his surroundings once more, the back of the monster once again - he doesn't recall what happened in that all too white room with the many hands but he's quietly thankful to be rid of that experience. There is an ache in his side, in his neck, a stinging and a ringing in his ear but despite these minor pains he is standing as the twoleg slides the cage from the back and he bolts the second the door is open. The forest he's in lacks the familiarity of ThunderClan, but he catches the scent in the distance and its not so far a trek he can't make it but...why. Why was he let go? When someone cats before were taken and never came back? What did they do to him? Sunfreckle catches his reflection in spilled monster blood, reflective and shiny; reeking of petrol, his eyes widen and he scans himself briefly. His left ear tip was cut, looking smaller than the other now with the tip removed. There is a great patch of missing fur on his side down to the skin with brusising and black wires, he trembles but he's alive at least...whatever this was, they woudn't just let him go so he'd die out here right?
The wind shifts, reminds him of home and he turns to quickly begin making his way into the woods, the ground is slick from rains and the leaves clump together in a mildewy mess, but he struggles along; puddles claim his paws, he trips once - twice- gets back up and runs a few paces out of worry that any moment some creature with many hands and sharp instruments would descend upon him. Sunfreckle looks a fright when he finally gets to the border and stumbles across it, there is no waiting, he lives here, he's home, but he's tired and slowly sinks down to the ground for a moment nonetheless; fur filthy and bedraggled, eyes blown out wide in confusion still. The mud on his paws has hardened and he feels part stone now.

But he was back...that mattered more than anything.

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    Sunfreckle
    —⊰⋅ Lead Warrior of ThunderClan
    —⊰⋅ He/Him
    "SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
    —⊰⋅ Large red tabby tom w/green eyes and no left foreleg.

 
Rabbitnose was all fake, struggling smiles when others were around, but alone in the forest, he stopped trying. He had been holding his sorrow back, trying to be strong for his kits, but he couldn't hold it forever and so he left camp to find somewhere to just...Let it out. Get it out of his system. After finding a tree to curl up against, he just cried.

He cried, quietly, hiding his face in his paws and his held close to his body. His mind spiraled down the usual paths. It's not fair, how is he supposed to live without him, how is he supposed to carry on, recover from this.... All the paths he had been down in his mind, he would run down them again until his mind exhausted itself and could finally rest.

He was glad to be alone. He didn't want anyone to see him like this, anyways. They probably think he's pathetic enough, don't they? A fool. Can't save his mate, cant train an apprentice, useless. Worthless.

It was the sound of pawsteps that brought him to attention. His head lifted in alarm, first thinking of a fox, or a rogue. But there was something different about these steps.... Carefully he got to his paws and crept through the undergrowth to investigate. It better not be a rogue....He's seen enough of them. But when he peeks through the foliage of a bush, he sees the familiar sun kissed pelt of his most beloved. Dirty and ragged, sure, but it was him.

Sunfreckle is right there, was Rabbitnose hallucinating in his grief? He hasn't slept properly.... But the image never faded, and the smells were real, and....

"S-sunfreckle?" His voice cracked. His eyes widened and began to water once more, tears dripping down his face. "SUNFRECKLE!!"

It was a frantic call, a worried, excited, scared, call for his mate. He raced over and tightly embraced him and buried his face into his pelt. "You're back!! You made it back- We thought you were gone for good... W-we missed you so much... I missed you so much....."

He had questions, like what happened, what did they do. But they could wait a second. Sunfreckle was home and so, his heart was no longer torn. It's mended now, with each piece right where its meant to be.
 

Sunfreckle's capture weighed heavily on Flycatcher's mind. And it weighed heavily on the minds of many others in ThunderClan - friends and kin to the kidnapped lead warrior.

After the capture, as promised Flycatcher had taken a patrol to investigate the Thunderpath, quietly relieved that there were no more of those horrid traps along it. A few monsters trundled by but there was no sign of the twolegs beyond that and no sign of Sunfreckle either. Every patrol since then, Flycatcher sent out with the advice to keep an eye out for Sunfreckle, hoping that he might show up.

He hadn't been far from Rabbitnose when he sees the other tom slip away. It is not Rabbitnose's following call that alerts him that something unusual is taking place, but rather the faint smell that reminds him of a twoleg. For a moment, he tenses, perhaps fearing one might come traipsing through the bushes, another cage in their hands ready to capture another of his clanmates. Instead he hears Rabbitnose call out Sunfreckle's name. His uncertainty fades and joy replaces it, and the deputy quickly heads to where he had last seen Rabbotnose depart to. "Sunfreckle!" He calls out, positively delighted when his green eyes land on the familiar form of Sunfreckle. He looks alright, all things considered, but Flycatcher can't help but note the patch of fur missing and his left ear. For now though, he chooses to ignore that and merely celebrate the fact that he had returned. "I'm glad to see you back with us," He mewed, a purr rumbling in his chest. "We thought we'd lost you."
 
Several days had passed since Sunfreckle's capture. It felt unreal that her other best friend was gone. She hadn't been apart of the patrol that had witnessed the lead warrior being taken away, but when the news had returned to the camp, it had devastated her. Her heart ached for Rabbitnose. He had tried to act like it wasn't bothering him, but she knew he was suffering in silence. She couldn't imagine loosing Flycatcher...if the roles were switched, she would not be handling it well.

Every day she had set out along the stretch of territory where Sunfreckle had been taken, in hopes that one day he would be back. She knew it was a lost cause...those who were captured, never came back. As she walked through the forest, her pelt brushed Flycatcher's. Her jaws parted, taking in the smells around them, hoping to scent their clanmate. When she didn't catch any signs of him, she let out a soft sigh. She started to speak, but she stopped as her mate tenses. "What's wrong?" she asked, moments before she hears Rabbitnose's voice nearby.

Flycatcher heads off towards the voices, and she is hot on his heels. As they arrived to the scene, her eyes widened with excitement. "Sunfreckle!" she exclaimed, holding back tears of happiness. "Your ear! Did they hurt you?" He smelled different, the stench of twolegs still clinging tightly to his pelt. She padded over to his side, touching his back with her plume-like tail. "You scared us all half to death...but I'm so glad to see you again."

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    FLAMEWHISKER of THUNDERCLAN
    LH red tabby with low white (masks black tabby, carries dilute, solid)
    — Lead Warrior of Thunderclan ; currently mentoring Acornpaw
    — she/her ; mated with Flycatcher
    — mother to Stormpaw & Falconpaw
    — 27 moons ; ages on the 20th
    — Smells like dirt, old leaves, tree sap, faint hint of flowers
    — will start a fight, will finish fights, will kill (case depending)
    "speech" ; thoughts ; attacks
    — penned by Icey ! ; link to tags
    — link to toyhouse



 
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"I'm back-I'm back, I missed you..."
Rabbitnose's blue form appeared before him and he could not stop the content purr that rose up in his throat at the sight of his mate, his partner, his best friend, it was the best indication he was home than even arriving at the camp itself and Sunfreckle tilted his head to bury his own face into the blue tom's dappled neck with a sigh so weary that his lungs sang like violin strings from exhaling it; a haunted and longing noise that left him feeling lighter once it escaped. Flycatcher and Flamewhisker are not far behind and it already feels like home seeing their familiar faces rounded with concern and pressing forward near him.
His ear, the red molly comments, and he flicks it uncertain - he had not even realized anything was wrong with it because the pain lingered more in his abdomen where he turned to show the patch of fur missing in an almost perfect square shape - the curve of a scar laced black along his side. It ached, but the hurt did not distract him enough to pay it much mind, "...I don't know what they did to me...they just let me go." He remarks, voice wavering in confusion, fear and plenty of relief. He was so tired he could sleep right here but the tom stifly stands on his unsteady limbs to look in the direction of camp, "...my kits." Freckleflame had been there to see him vanish, he longed to find her and make sure she was okay; her heart was delicate, he knew his eldest and knew she would have taken his absence poorly. Perhaps not as poorly as Mousenose but enough it was worth hurriyng to see them all.

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    Sunfreckle
    —⊰⋅ Lead Warrior of ThunderClan
    —⊰⋅ He/Him
    "SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
    —⊰⋅ Large red tabby tom w/green eyes and no left foreleg.

 

Aside from SkyClan, Coyotebite was unaware of any sane cat who could honestly say that they liked two-legs. Whatever had happened to Sunfreckle had left him smelling odd, and looking rather odd as well. Surprise would glow on her face as the word spread through the patrol faster than wildlife ever could. "Good to see you back." A nod would be cast in the tom's direction, accompanying the molly's refusal to move any closer to the happy celebration.

The pair had not been close before his brief disappearance, so what reason was there for her to pretend to be elated at his return? She should allow those who were closer to him, like his family, to greet him. The only thing his return would mean was another mouth to feed through leaf-bare. Of course, she wasn't pissed about her clanmate's return, (only a careless self-centered asshole would be mad about their missing clanmate's return) she was just not close enough to the male to truly feel any emotion over his return. A single flick of her tail would announce her self-proclaimed dismissal as she moved to return to camp, seeking out any cats of importance who should be checking over and reuniting with Sunfreckle once more.