IM SCARED TO GET CLOSE AND I HATE BEING ALONE
I LONG FOR THE FEELING TO NOT FEEL AT ALL
THE HIGHER I GET, THE LOWER I SINK
I CAN'T DROWN MY DEMONS, THEY KNOW HOW TO SWIM
Coldsnap did not enjoy twoleg place, but he made it work. The tom knew there was no going back to the clans- Windclan would never let them back after what they'd done, and after the horror stories associated with their group it would be a cold day in hell before one of the other groups decided to take them in. Riverclan had all but proven that, turning them away even with Hyacinth pleading on their behalf. A part of him had expected her to come with them, but he didn't blame her for staying. If Coldsnap had a home worth living and dying for, he would be hard pressed to give it up as well- even for cats he cared about.
Thankfully, it hadn't been a difficult to choose his friends over Windclan.
As the odd one out, Coldsnap didn't necessarily miss the moors. He'd been born in the marshland after all, and then traveled to the moors after the Great Battle tore his family apart and killed his parents. And so in a way this was just another place for him to get used to.
No, rather than the rolling hills, it was the concept of a clan he found himself missing. He longed for the late night border patrols, training with his apprenitce, and the hunting with his clanmates. He missed defending his groups territory from predators and taking part of crazy missions like raiding the farm for chickens. Hell, he'd give a whole rabbit just to see some unsuspecting newcomer look at Mallowlark and his creepy grin like he'd grown a second head.
He was sure Coalfoot could tell.
Coldsnap was never too far from him. In the aftermath of their escape and near-death experience, the dark gray tabby become.. attatched. He'd lost too much too quickly, and in a way Coalfoot was what kept him going. Cold had no family. He no mentor, and after Rosepaws death and Dandelions escape, he would have had no friends either. No clan. No home.
No purpose.
Death would have been an easy thing to embrace had the spotted tomcat not made it out beside him.
Finally free from the twolegs and their contraptions- though he did begrudgingly acknowledge they were the only reason the two of them were still standing, Coldsnap tried to keep to 'the norm' as much as he could. He would spend his time stalking birds and squirrels in alleyways or parks to provide fresh meat, would train regularly every morning in the light of dawn, and wouldn't hesitate to chase a cat off what he considered to be his and Coalfoots 'territory', even if it was just some half crumbled shed they were spending the night in.
He'd been treating their little walk around twoleg place as a patrol in order to make the place more bearable, amber eyes taking stock of their surroundings and causing him to pause when they landed on a grackle that was pecking at something in the grass a few yards down. He could probably get it, if he was smart about it. He just had to-.
His thoughts were cut off by the sound of pawsteps and bodys hitting each other. Coldsnaps head snapped in the direction of his companion just in time to see them tumble to the ground in a twist of limbs with another cat. His jaw clenched in anger on Coalfoots behalf, and he quickly rushed over to make sure no serious damage had been done- and maybe to stick his claws in someone.
Only, no he wasn't going to stick his claws in someone, because that was fucking- "Dandelionwish? Your alive?"
Coalfoot took the words right out of his mouth, yellow eyes widened in shock. Coldsnap hadn't seen Dandelionwish since the day they'd escaped Windclan- moons ago. He'd known the chances of them getting away were slim, but he also knew that if there was truly a Starclan, that they wouldn't have let a cat like Dandy meet his end like that. He deserved more, and it looked like he might have gotten it.
And then, like Starclan themselves had planned it, another voice rang out.
"Galeforce?" Coldsnap muttered in confusion, attention momentarily pulled away from the ex-medicine cat to rest upon another feline he hadn't seen in an even longer time. It felt surreal after it just being him and Coalfoot for so long to see the two other toms like this, and he glanced between the pair for a moment, unsure of what to say.
And was that Yewberry he could smell clinging to Gales fur?
OOC- assuming Lav and Yew are still hiding :)
windclan warrior - male - 16 months - a large, dark grey tabby with yellow eyes and a ton of scars