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His world had never been so cold before.
Snow started to blanket the earth, soon to freeze over water and harden the ground with frost. Yet as the weather plummeted into an icy chill, he was impervious to the outer bite of the cold. No, this frigid sensation was far more internal. It was the emptiness surrounding him, his sides exposed to the night air when two warm bodies once snuggled up to him. The silence when months before, his sisters once whispered and snickered into the early hours of the morning about their mentors or other clan gossips, with Nettle shushing them every so often yet smiling to himself anyway. There was no mother with her tired but gentle eyes to soothe their nightmares and fuss over their cowlicked fur, there was no proud father to chuckle fondly at their antics or deliver advice through a well-woven tale ― when Sedgepaw was buried, her wheezing breath cut short in the night, Lilypaw pressed against his shoulder and wept. He wrapped his paws around her, biting back tears and muttering nonsense through his own grief to comfort her. And when Lilypaw was laid to rest right beside their sister, there was no one at his side. There was no one left for him. The thought chilled him to the very bone, far more than the faintest flakes dappling the sleeping cats around him.
Nettlepaw couldn't sleep. Not for another night, not all alone. Oliveshade wouldn't miss him. In fact, she'd be glad to get rid of him, regardless of how she slowly began to train him. Quietly and wordlessly, as he stared at nothing at all, his mind decided that he had enough. He would leave the moorlands, without looking back, to start anew somewhere better. Away from the clans, far past the horseplace. The rogues had come from beyond there, and while it was dangerous, it would be better than another day of being pitied yet shunned.
Cautiously, he pushed himself to stand, creeping from his spot on the outskirts of the huddled cats, careful to not disturb a single soul. His pawsteps were barely a murmur as he snuck away toward the camp's exit, muted by the accumulating layer of snow. Trembling and holding his breath, Nettlepaw slipped through the tunnel without a second glance. And once distant enough to be safe, his pace quickened to a hasty trot heading north; the gorse wall shrunk and shrunk with every step until it was swallowed by the white glistening hills. The little grey-and-white apprentice stood out like a sore paw in the vast expanse of snow-covered grass, head kept low and legs mindlessly carrying him to the border. He stopped briefly to pant, his breath fogging the air in uneven puffs.
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Snow started to blanket the earth, soon to freeze over water and harden the ground with frost. Yet as the weather plummeted into an icy chill, he was impervious to the outer bite of the cold. No, this frigid sensation was far more internal. It was the emptiness surrounding him, his sides exposed to the night air when two warm bodies once snuggled up to him. The silence when months before, his sisters once whispered and snickered into the early hours of the morning about their mentors or other clan gossips, with Nettle shushing them every so often yet smiling to himself anyway. There was no mother with her tired but gentle eyes to soothe their nightmares and fuss over their cowlicked fur, there was no proud father to chuckle fondly at their antics or deliver advice through a well-woven tale ― when Sedgepaw was buried, her wheezing breath cut short in the night, Lilypaw pressed against his shoulder and wept. He wrapped his paws around her, biting back tears and muttering nonsense through his own grief to comfort her. And when Lilypaw was laid to rest right beside their sister, there was no one at his side. There was no one left for him. The thought chilled him to the very bone, far more than the faintest flakes dappling the sleeping cats around him.
Nettlepaw couldn't sleep. Not for another night, not all alone. Oliveshade wouldn't miss him. In fact, she'd be glad to get rid of him, regardless of how she slowly began to train him. Quietly and wordlessly, as he stared at nothing at all, his mind decided that he had enough. He would leave the moorlands, without looking back, to start anew somewhere better. Away from the clans, far past the horseplace. The rogues had come from beyond there, and while it was dangerous, it would be better than another day of being pitied yet shunned.
Cautiously, he pushed himself to stand, creeping from his spot on the outskirts of the huddled cats, careful to not disturb a single soul. His pawsteps were barely a murmur as he snuck away toward the camp's exit, muted by the accumulating layer of snow. Trembling and holding his breath, Nettlepaw slipped through the tunnel without a second glance. And once distant enough to be safe, his pace quickened to a hasty trot heading north; the gorse wall shrunk and shrunk with every step until it was swallowed by the white glistening hills. The little grey-and-white apprentice stood out like a sore paw in the vast expanse of snow-covered grass, head kept low and legs mindlessly carrying him to the border. He stopped briefly to pant, his breath fogging the air in uneven puffs.
private until further notice!
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