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ROSEMIRE โธบโธบ BURN AND STAY ; THAT'S WHAT WE CALL TRADITION
r o s e โธบ a prickly bush or shrub that typically bears red fragrant flowers.
m i r e โธบ marshy or swampy land; a troublesome or intractable situation.
formerly known as roseal (hence "rose"). "full" name was surr'oseal'isme.
cisgender male, uses he / him. confused, but not angered by any others.
pansexual grayromantic. open for flings; uninterested in romance. 54 โฝs.
warrior of shadowclan. once drifted between the pine and marsh groups.
note he suffers from ptsd and dissociative amnesia. posts will be tagged.
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rosemire is a very tall feline, though not quite towering. his ghostly pelt is one of his more immediately identifying traits, provided he hasn't slathered himself in mud to camouflage his fur from potential prey. the thick, jagged scarring wreathing his neck is possibly even more glaring than his albino hide, and while not incredibly deep, they were still inflicted severely enough that no fur can hide them.โ
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roseal was a fairly charismatic, friendly sort of person. he did not like to involve himself in the disputes between pine and marsh, but he did have a natural curiosity for more personal details. he liked getting to know the people around him, regardless of their allegiance, and while a bit jaded, he did not allow it to outweigh his hope.
rosemire, however, has changed: while he does not fumble for words, he has not held onto his old charm. he is noticeably disillusioned and prone to bitterness, and encounters greater obstacles to making meaningful relationships. while he does joke with a similar frequency, it is often exhaustedly, as though it drains his energy to attempt lightheartedness. he does not like this new demeanor of his, but struggles to correct himself and backpedal to a far less pessimistic perspective. he feels that he holds too tightly to events others have moved on from, and envies their ease while simultaneously detesting it.
he is not without kindness, nor is he compassionless; he may not think positively of some of his clanmates, for example, but he would not turn his back on them. for all that he may dislike how/why the clans have come to be, and for all that he has thought of going elsewhere, he does not leave. in shadowclan, he has a purpose, however small, and he clings to it so tightly that it would suffocate if it could breathe.
โธบon starclan: after the great battle, when the fallen rose as star-hewn silhouettes to direct the survivors into clans, rose was skeptical to say the least. he disagreed with their decision to fragment the two groups further, which he saw (and sees) as an attempt to make conflicts more "manageable" and smaller-scale than the great battle was. his distaste has only increased as animosity between clans has grown. starclan had fought in the great battle, some of them esteemed members of their communities in high regardโ what hope do they have of mitigating conflict? if starclan's authority weren't accepted as the weightiest, rosemire may not despise them as he does, but they've chosen flawed leaders and inspired worship. he's heard disagreements over which clan is most favored by them, and harbors intense disgust over the new justifications for hostility.
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(wip low-effort list until i can make it pretty)
admires: nobody LOL
close friends: no one yet
friends: karth (buckthorn),chittertongue
likes:rubble,heavybranch,roosterstrut,clayfur,sometimes smogmaw,comfreypaw
extremely bitter:cicadastar,sootstar,briarstar, boneripple
dislikes:cicadastar, sootstar,howlingstar,blazestar,chilledstar is on thin fuckin ice
despises: starclan
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"i don't like to get dirty" by the ropes
you can all go fuck yourselves / you can all go burn in hell / but if there's anything you need at all / i would help you out / i'll be the one who cheers / when the end is near / but if someone had to save the day / i guess i'd volunteer
"part i" by gracchus
another smile breaking / another six feet underground / as my mind keeps racing / another meaning never found / how could you know / that i have nothing to lose? / so put that gun to my head / and i'll be watching you shoot
"where to begin" by adam watts
i've been seeking out a feeling of power / in the dungeons underneath the holiest towers / is my soul a dump for chemical waste / adding sugar to poison, 'til i'm loving the taste
"not havin' a blast" by demi the daredevil
rev up, get up / you're fine, get over what you cry for / programmed cleverness, recorded wit / quick stimulus, react automatic / i just can't function no more 'cause i'm low / not havin' a blast / it's all too fast, i'm alone / where's our sadness? compassion? compassionless
"the fox" by north bloom
i thought i was always awake / i thought i wouldn't make a mistake but / they say i lost hold of the glue / they say that my view is skewed / talking to myself / chronically dire / reliable liar / please don't let me be / don't let me become the fox
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