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He has had a lot to think about the walk home, a lot to process. Now that he was no longer standing above a crowd of cats, now that he was closer to the earth, to the ground, he feels alarmingly small again and he despises it. There is a vulnerability with being in the crowd he had never noticed before, he had never even considered it - the whimsy of mortal folly, he understood now what it meant to give everything in a way he hadn't before. What would have happened if he died, what would have become of the clan? Would they have figured out a new leader without much fuss or would they have descended into lost chaos and been open for retaliation? Smokestar finds himself remembering wistfully the days after Buckgait's demotion, when his mate had become even more highstrung and paranoid - fearful that even cats he put his faith in had betrayed him, would betray him further. The more he thinks on it he finds he can not think of a single cat he would worry might betray RiverClan among them, even if he had his concerns of several he didn't suspect they might become something dangerous. He didn't suspect they would be disloyal. But he also didn't want to make such a risk, what they needed now more than ever was stability. Guidance. Cicadastar had gone several moons without a second-in-command, the burden was heavy, the work more than one cat could stand. He once admired it, but now he saw it for what it was; his mate breaking himself down further, whittling away at the bits and pieces of him left. Would he go mad one day? Would losing life after life send him into a spiral of insanity? He wonders if that was why Sootstar was too far gone, he worries that it's the fate of all leaders. The river phantom had been gentle once, not just to him, but to everyone - he had hardened over time. Sootstar had always been a bothersome nuisance who thought herself more than her worth, but she had not been this bad in the beginning.
They finally reach camp and he glances around, his mind moving faster than his paws that carry him to the river rock. He does not call a meeting, yet the clan sees him perched there all the same, weary from their walk home they still dutifully wait to see what it is he has to say.
"...we will be wary of WindClan's border going forward, no cat is to step a paw from the camp alone until further notice. Sootstar has fallen, who is to say what she intends to bring down with her, but it will not be RiverClan." He is mulling over choices in his head, in his heart, he knows what has to be done to ensure they have the advantage going forward. He hopes he makes the right choice. "...we will overcome what has befallen us, we will rise above the current. WindClan will not threaten us further. "
Snakeblink did not have the bite he needed, Willowroot's wisdom would be welcome but he worries her gentleness may be her undoing, Petalnose is dutiful and strong but lacks the cunning he feels may be more useful in the coming moons. There are so many cats depending on him, on this decision.
"I say these words before our ancestors, so StarClan may hear and approve my choice, Lichentail will be the new deputy of RiverClan."
There is passion there, untempered, he knows she will not hurt RiverClan but like claws they need to be sharpened and tended to. In time a proper blade will form. He remembers her speaking out against his mate, accepting his punishment with silent acceptance, adapting, learning to hold her tongue, learning when not to...
"...if she accepts."
He has had a lot to think about the walk home, a lot to process. Now that he was no longer standing above a crowd of cats, now that he was closer to the earth, to the ground, he feels alarmingly small again and he despises it. There is a vulnerability with being in the crowd he had never noticed before, he had never even considered it - the whimsy of mortal folly, he understood now what it meant to give everything in a way he hadn't before. What would have happened if he died, what would have become of the clan? Would they have figured out a new leader without much fuss or would they have descended into lost chaos and been open for retaliation? Smokestar finds himself remembering wistfully the days after Buckgait's demotion, when his mate had become even more highstrung and paranoid - fearful that even cats he put his faith in had betrayed him, would betray him further. The more he thinks on it he finds he can not think of a single cat he would worry might betray RiverClan among them, even if he had his concerns of several he didn't suspect they might become something dangerous. He didn't suspect they would be disloyal. But he also didn't want to make such a risk, what they needed now more than ever was stability. Guidance. Cicadastar had gone several moons without a second-in-command, the burden was heavy, the work more than one cat could stand. He once admired it, but now he saw it for what it was; his mate breaking himself down further, whittling away at the bits and pieces of him left. Would he go mad one day? Would losing life after life send him into a spiral of insanity? He wonders if that was why Sootstar was too far gone, he worries that it's the fate of all leaders. The river phantom had been gentle once, not just to him, but to everyone - he had hardened over time. Sootstar had always been a bothersome nuisance who thought herself more than her worth, but she had not been this bad in the beginning.
They finally reach camp and he glances around, his mind moving faster than his paws that carry him to the river rock. He does not call a meeting, yet the clan sees him perched there all the same, weary from their walk home they still dutifully wait to see what it is he has to say.
"...we will be wary of WindClan's border going forward, no cat is to step a paw from the camp alone until further notice. Sootstar has fallen, who is to say what she intends to bring down with her, but it will not be RiverClan." He is mulling over choices in his head, in his heart, he knows what has to be done to ensure they have the advantage going forward. He hopes he makes the right choice. "...we will overcome what has befallen us, we will rise above the current. WindClan will not threaten us further. "
Snakeblink did not have the bite he needed, Willowroot's wisdom would be welcome but he worries her gentleness may be her undoing, Petalnose is dutiful and strong but lacks the cunning he feels may be more useful in the coming moons. There are so many cats depending on him, on this decision.
"I say these words before our ancestors, so StarClan may hear and approve my choice, Lichentail will be the new deputy of RiverClan."
There is passion there, untempered, he knows she will not hurt RiverClan but like claws they need to be sharpened and tended to. In time a proper blade will form. He remembers her speaking out against his mate, accepting his punishment with silent acceptance, adapting, learning to hold her tongue, learning when not to...
"...if she accepts."
- Ooc: Already said as much in the Discord but here is the official promotion, congrats again to @lichentail on being chosen as deputy! Eden has been a welcome presence in the discord as well as to roleplay with in general and I'm looking forward to seeing how this goes!
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—⊰⋅ Leader of RiverClan
—⊰⋅ He/Him
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
—⊰⋅ Black tom w/vitiligo & one orange eye.