SEDGEPOUNCE
BURN BRIGHTER!
Of course, the meeting marches on without preamble, exactly as it's always meant to. Sootstar is tall and proud above them, ash-colored fur shining in slats of sunlight bleeding down from the sky, a beacon of what every WindClanner aspires to be. And she calls Snakepaw up to join her because—of course she does.
Sedgepaw tries not to think about how it should be him up there. Tries, and fails. It's hard to name the feeling that courses through him, spreading across his pelt in a slow, cold wave. It's not exactly jealously. He doesn't care that Snakepaw got his warrior ceremony. They're the same age, had the same training. It only makes sense. It's an emotion that's nothing like the citrus-bright sparks of jealousy that struck him growing up, when someone got a bigger piece of prey, or more praise for their work, or attention for their talents. It's a lowly, sickening thing. He feels nauseous. His claws dig into the earth without realizing. He feels...sad.
It should be up there, too. A warrior of WindClan.
The feeling passes, leaving an ache in its place. Whatever, he thinks despairingly. He'll have to put in some extra work to secure his own warrior ceremony next moon, but that's nothing that he didn't already know. It's just...it's just.
"Snakehiss!" he calls with the thunderous crowd, disjointed with his own thoughts. "Luckypaw! Rumblepaw! Scorchpaw! Frostpaw! Parsnip-paw!"
He hasn't the faintest idea what his warrior name might be.
Sedgepaw tries not to think about how it should be him up there. Tries, and fails. It's hard to name the feeling that courses through him, spreading across his pelt in a slow, cold wave. It's not exactly jealously. He doesn't care that Snakepaw got his warrior ceremony. They're the same age, had the same training. It only makes sense. It's an emotion that's nothing like the citrus-bright sparks of jealousy that struck him growing up, when someone got a bigger piece of prey, or more praise for their work, or attention for their talents. It's a lowly, sickening thing. He feels nauseous. His claws dig into the earth without realizing. He feels...sad.
It should be up there, too. A warrior of WindClan.
The feeling passes, leaving an ache in its place. Whatever, he thinks despairingly. He'll have to put in some extra work to secure his own warrior ceremony next moon, but that's nothing that he didn't already know. It's just...it's just.
"Snakehiss!" he calls with the thunderous crowd, disjointed with his own thoughts. "Luckypaw! Rumblepaw! Scorchpaw! Frostpaw! Parsnip-paw!"
He hasn't the faintest idea what his warrior name might be.