- Mar 14, 2024
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( spice is looking for & talking to @Orangestar but she is not necessarily quiet about it ;3 so no need to wait!! )
Spicepaw has a slow start to her day. The morning comes with dawnlit rays across the sky, but she doesn't budge from her window sill. Even as wispy clouds crawl across the skies and the temperatures grow warmer, she falters. She only takes her leave when the guilt of not going somehow eats her far faster than the fear of what she must do.
"What am I to say?" She recalls asking Edenberry, dull green eyes unfocused as she picks her way through backyard gardens and across too tall fences. "What if we both just stayed here? Then we'd tell them nothing!"
"They would worry about us, Spice. They would show up here and - and they would know!" Edenberry refuted with hard facts. SkyClan is full of cats that care too much, a sentiment that the apprentice never thought she'd believe in. They would have warriors swarming their humble home, peaking through chipped window glass to check on the pair. Spicepaw has to do everything she possibly can to ensure Edenberry's… safety.
If she thinks of it that way, then the idea of lying doesn't hurt so bad. And yet, the concept of any cat in SkyClan not being safe scared her more, and she cannot lay this thought to rest.
She arrives within SkyClan's camp with no escort, hours late into the day. Her gaze flutters about, and though it's clear she's looking for someone, Spicepaw feels that she's much more looking for cats to avoid. Cats like Cherryblossom, Lupinesong, Butterflytuft… er, any cats connected to them - and then any cats connected to them. Her mouth is dry and she almost spins on her paws, the thought of running away from both her home and SkyClan so tempting.
But if she runs, then Edenberry will be found.
You owe me for this one, Edie.
Spicepaw sees a pelt of white and orange, marred by scars yet still holding the elegance of a leader. She swallows thickly as she slowly makes her way towards Orangestar, firstly worried about all she must do - and then fearful for being late to her day.
"Miss Orangestar," she addresses the she-cat with her lips pulled tight, a wobbly uncertain smile fitting on her face. It's a clear struggle to hold to. "I'm sorry I was not here at dawn, erm - you see…" a pause, and she wills her eyes to mist (which isn't hard, as her throat closes with fear and anxiety,) "Edenberry wasn't feeling good this morning, and - and our twoleg noticed, and took them away to the twoleg medicine cat. They, um… They just got back, but they're… very sick. I - I can't even be in the same room as them, the - our twoleg, she keeps Edenberry locked behind… behind a door, even," do forest cats know what doors are? Does she inflict more fear, trying to explain Edenberry's disappearance, or do they see right through her?
Spicepaw's tail pulls tight around her body. "Yeah, I… I'm… We're sorry, I think. Um… I can still come to SkyClan, I'm feeling fine! But Edenberry… they're recovering now. I don't know when they'll get better or if our twoleg will bring them away again…" She tenses her jaw, hoping it is enough. All the same, as much as she hopes she's secluded Orangestar in a one-on-one conversation, whilst she tries to repeat her practiced lie, her voice pitches uncomfortably and warbles noticeably, likely garnering attention from those around her.
Spicepaw has a slow start to her day. The morning comes with dawnlit rays across the sky, but she doesn't budge from her window sill. Even as wispy clouds crawl across the skies and the temperatures grow warmer, she falters. She only takes her leave when the guilt of not going somehow eats her far faster than the fear of what she must do.
"What am I to say?" She recalls asking Edenberry, dull green eyes unfocused as she picks her way through backyard gardens and across too tall fences. "What if we both just stayed here? Then we'd tell them nothing!"
"They would worry about us, Spice. They would show up here and - and they would know!" Edenberry refuted with hard facts. SkyClan is full of cats that care too much, a sentiment that the apprentice never thought she'd believe in. They would have warriors swarming their humble home, peaking through chipped window glass to check on the pair. Spicepaw has to do everything she possibly can to ensure Edenberry's… safety.
If she thinks of it that way, then the idea of lying doesn't hurt so bad. And yet, the concept of any cat in SkyClan not being safe scared her more, and she cannot lay this thought to rest.
She arrives within SkyClan's camp with no escort, hours late into the day. Her gaze flutters about, and though it's clear she's looking for someone, Spicepaw feels that she's much more looking for cats to avoid. Cats like Cherryblossom, Lupinesong, Butterflytuft… er, any cats connected to them - and then any cats connected to them. Her mouth is dry and she almost spins on her paws, the thought of running away from both her home and SkyClan so tempting.
But if she runs, then Edenberry will be found.
You owe me for this one, Edie.
Spicepaw sees a pelt of white and orange, marred by scars yet still holding the elegance of a leader. She swallows thickly as she slowly makes her way towards Orangestar, firstly worried about all she must do - and then fearful for being late to her day.
"Miss Orangestar," she addresses the she-cat with her lips pulled tight, a wobbly uncertain smile fitting on her face. It's a clear struggle to hold to. "I'm sorry I was not here at dawn, erm - you see…" a pause, and she wills her eyes to mist (which isn't hard, as her throat closes with fear and anxiety,) "Edenberry wasn't feeling good this morning, and - and our twoleg noticed, and took them away to the twoleg medicine cat. They, um… They just got back, but they're… very sick. I - I can't even be in the same room as them, the - our twoleg, she keeps Edenberry locked behind… behind a door, even," do forest cats know what doors are? Does she inflict more fear, trying to explain Edenberry's disappearance, or do they see right through her?
Spicepaw's tail pulls tight around her body. "Yeah, I… I'm… We're sorry, I think. Um… I can still come to SkyClan, I'm feeling fine! But Edenberry… they're recovering now. I don't know when they'll get better or if our twoleg will bring them away again…" She tenses her jaw, hoping it is enough. All the same, as much as she hopes she's secluded Orangestar in a one-on-one conversation, whilst she tries to repeat her practiced lie, her voice pitches uncomfortably and warbles noticeably, likely garnering attention from those around her.