SH rosette fawn tabby/SH rosette black tabby ⋆⁺₊✧
Carries longhair, dilute, cinnamon. genetic info.
⋆⁺₊ Puddle is a sleek she-cat, looking like she came out straight from the oil spills of Carrionplace. A permenant reminder of what she considers her birthplace, as she remembers nothing prior to it. Her frame is boxy, extremely so for a ShadowClanner. She is broad in build though lacks any actual strength behind it in comparison to a ThunderClanner for example. It makes her look intimidating if not a little out of place. She has a widows peak marking, making it look like she's wearing a little hat at all times.
Her eyes are a rustic copper, they lack the life of excitement in them. Usually she's squinting, not through poor eyesight but just because she likes to. It does not aid in any potential efforts to not look judgmental. In actuality she just doesn't want to look like those wide eyed apprentices that make up a chunk of a her cohort. Her appearence rides a fine line of being a perfect fit of the marsh and teetering too far into her outsider heritage, a fact that frustrates her as she wishes to just be one or the other.
✧ voice description.
✧ smells like stagnant water, moss, mildew (general undertones would be mossy and musky).
( + ) INTELLEGENT, FIRM, FOCUSED.
( = ) QUIET, SOLITARY, OBESERVANT.
( - ) HONEST, JUDGEMENTAL, CODEPENDENT, APATHETIC. ⋆⁺₊✧
⋆⁺₊ Puddle has Alexithymia, she struggles recognizing, feeling, expressing and describing her emotions. She is often unsure what they mean, she knows about them in theory but can't follow through in practice. In addition to this she is bluntly honest, has low empathy, and carries an apathetic outlook on life. This to an outside party makes her look uncaring and harsh, in some ways she is, in others it's just because she doesn't know any better.
Puddle has moments of caring though, when she cares she loves deeply. That is shown in her relationships with Buzzardpaw and Moltface. She has a fear of abandonment, stemming from it is extreme codependency. To the point of unfair expectations and demands with her littermate, she expects to be the center of Buzzardpaw's world and is very upset when they are not near one another. That is shown with Moltface too, however the difference is that Moltface doesn't share these tendencies, she helps keep Puddle practical in knowing that just because someone she loves isn't with her all the time doesn't mean that she's being abandoned again like she was as a kit.
She isn't very imaginative but is curious, creating practical mysteries and theories surrounding answers to her questions, of which she has many. She does enjoy stories though, being raised without shying away from mature topics. Being raised with tough love she has no appreciation for coddling. There is a tendency to glorify death and battle due to the fact that she heard about them in decent enough detail as a kid. War and battle fascinates her in concept, but she is not a thrill chaser so she doesn't intend to throw herself into battle at all hours.
✧ INTP-A' the Logician ' // Lawful Evil.
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⋆⁺₊ADOPTED BY MOLTFACE || LITTERMATES WITH BUZZARDPAW.
✧ mate to n/a // crushing on n/a.
✧ mentored by Wormwatcher.
⋆⁺₊ mentoring n/a // formerly mentored n/a.
✧ Likes // Buzzardpaw, Amberhaze, Ferndance, Lavenderpaw.
✧ Dislikes // Wormwatcher, Milkbriar, Flamestar, Twilightpaw, ThunderClan.
MIGHT START FIGHTS // DOES NOT END FIGHTS // MIGHT FLEE // DOES NOT SHOWMERCY.⋆⁺₊✧
⋆⁺₊ Moderately easy in battle as she is still an early apprentice. She could hold her own against those of her age and a little older but any older apprentices // experienced warriors would find her pretty easy to fight.
She has yet to learn the stealth of ShadowClan, follows a loud brutality instead.
UNKNOWN SEXUALITY // DIFFICULT TO BEFRIEND // DIFFICULT TO ROMANCE.⋆⁺₊✧
⋆⁺₊ interaction notes here, how easy they trust, general attitude towards interaction, etc.
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