"maybe I'll find where it all fell apart, but I haven't yet"
It had been torture, waiting for his clanmates to return from Skyclan's territory, and though Curlewnose cared for all his clanmates it was Scorchstreak who held his mind's focus. Even with a victory, the tunneller knew that Windclan would not be without injuries. Just how ragged would Scorch be when she returned?
All these questions were answered as soon as Sootstar stumbled into camp on another cat's shoulder. It was as though a bolt of lightning had hit Curlew's chest, watching so many stagger through the gorse supported by the rest of the patrol. Sootstar's words lessened the electric feeling, but the tom still found himself searching for his best friend.
Crimson mingled with her orange, black, and white pelt, but it didn't stop her from going straight to her kits. Curlewnose joined the small gathering, hoping that Scorchstreak wouldn't mind. It brought a smile to his face when Luckykit and Scorchkit ran right to their mother, full of questions and a need for her approval.
It took longer, but Badgermoon joined the small gathering as well, praising his kits and their mother. Curlew stepped back to give the family space, suddenly feeling very out of place. He brushed his tail against Scorchstreak's, purring softly to tell her how glad he was she was mostly unharmed. Before heading to the tunnels, Curlew gave one last look to the family over his shoulder, golden eyes lingering on Badgermoon. The deputy was a good father, and would be a good mate if he ever stopped running from his feelings. Maybe someday…. Curlew shook his head, clearing the thoughts. His time with the deputy had passed, and it was unlikely that the moorrunner would ever be able to love the tunneller as a mate would.
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