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Moonwhisper felt a lot of things and it was apparent she felt them with much more intensity than was normal. Things that made her angry sent her over the edge with rage, things that upset her were almost life changing in how deeply she was affected by them. Compliments could carry here through even the toughest struggles, the most marginal of mentions of her incompetence or failings could send her into a spiral so violent she would lose herself for days in it before finally climbing out of the dark pit she made herself. When she was a young kit she didn't have this problem, or if she did she didn't notice it, she'd always been quiet and that hadn't really changed - the difference was the world got louder and her voice was often lost in the noise of it all. Struggling to find her place was difficult, getting an apprentice had helped but she still felt an ache in her chest that reminded her that she was worth nothing if she could not perform.
After her talk with Lightstrike and their terrible hunting excursion that went nowhere due to a lot of heavy emotion and shouting, she had settled on a few things. The first was that she knew what she wanted, she knew what she felt and there was no longer any sense denying it. The second was that she was going to stomp Mousenose into the dirt like the prey animal she was named after.
Spotting the tortie she wasted no time in her approach, her gait confident and her stride swift as she sauntered over with that plume of a tail lifted high and her expression one of cool indifference as she nods in the faintest greeting before speaking.
"I'm sorry to hear you and Lightstrike didn't work out." She says simply, her head lifted up enough she can look down on the tortiseshell with narrowed blue eyes, her voice drops low and her next words are clearly for Mousenose and Mousenose alone to hear, "Maybe someday someone will actually love you...and you can stop playing pretend like a kitten."
Moonwhisper felt a lot of things and it was apparent she felt them with much more intensity than was normal. Things that made her angry sent her over the edge with rage, things that upset her were almost life changing in how deeply she was affected by them. Compliments could carry here through even the toughest struggles, the most marginal of mentions of her incompetence or failings could send her into a spiral so violent she would lose herself for days in it before finally climbing out of the dark pit she made herself. When she was a young kit she didn't have this problem, or if she did she didn't notice it, she'd always been quiet and that hadn't really changed - the difference was the world got louder and her voice was often lost in the noise of it all. Struggling to find her place was difficult, getting an apprentice had helped but she still felt an ache in her chest that reminded her that she was worth nothing if she could not perform.
After her talk with Lightstrike and their terrible hunting excursion that went nowhere due to a lot of heavy emotion and shouting, she had settled on a few things. The first was that she knew what she wanted, she knew what she felt and there was no longer any sense denying it. The second was that she was going to stomp Mousenose into the dirt like the prey animal she was named after.
Spotting the tortie she wasted no time in her approach, her gait confident and her stride swift as she sauntered over with that plume of a tail lifted high and her expression one of cool indifference as she nods in the faintest greeting before speaking.
"I'm sorry to hear you and Lightstrike didn't work out." She says simply, her head lifted up enough she can look down on the tortiseshell with narrowed blue eyes, her voice drops low and her next words are clearly for Mousenose and Mousenose alone to hear, "Maybe someday someone will actually love you...and you can stop playing pretend like a kitten."
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PAFP - @MOUSENOSE
Ooc - Please note this takes place prior to Berryheart's death. -
—⊰⋅ Warrior of ThunderClan
—⊰⋅ She/Her
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
—⊰⋅ LH Tortiseshell point w/ice blue eyes