- Jun 7, 2022
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Her reign is over before she knows it. It has been on her mind for days upon end, since claws outstretched and drew blood, since her breakdown, since eyes landed upon the shaking form of Dandelionpaw. She was no healer, she had become a monster, so consumed with rage and agony and despair. She wants to go home because no longer is Windclan a home to her. She wants to run away, take Dandelion away, take her children, take Pollen.
She can't. She cannot unless she unbinds herself from Starclan, and thats the plan. Today she'd relinquish her position, she'd take Dandelion with her. She can no longer be selfless, she has to be selfish, or she'd snap completely, kill a cat, lose the last amount of sanity she had. Perhaps Skyclan would take them. She wrinkles her nose and a strangle hiss comes from deep within. No. Her former home wasn't a home any longer, not after what Sootstar did, she'd be casted away as quick as she came.
"Windclan, I am retiring," her voice holds barely any emotion as she announces it. Shes done. She can't take it, she can't, tears slip from the corners of her eyes. "No longer am I your medicine cat." its cold now as she holds her head up high. There are looks of hatred, of anger, of fear, surprise. "Dandelion is my successor, you'll be fine." with that, Honey flicks an ear and disappears in to the medicine den to gather up her things, take her flowers down. She'll try to convince Dandelion to leave later, she has to stop herself from breaking completely. Leave, leave, leave, she'll take Dandelion with her in the middle of the night and then they'll be happy.
She can't. She cannot unless she unbinds herself from Starclan, and thats the plan. Today she'd relinquish her position, she'd take Dandelion with her. She can no longer be selfless, she has to be selfish, or she'd snap completely, kill a cat, lose the last amount of sanity she had. Perhaps Skyclan would take them. She wrinkles her nose and a strangle hiss comes from deep within. No. Her former home wasn't a home any longer, not after what Sootstar did, she'd be casted away as quick as she came.
"Windclan, I am retiring," her voice holds barely any emotion as she announces it. Shes done. She can't take it, she can't, tears slip from the corners of her eyes. "No longer am I your medicine cat." its cold now as she holds her head up high. There are looks of hatred, of anger, of fear, surprise. "Dandelion is my successor, you'll be fine." with that, Honey flicks an ear and disappears in to the medicine den to gather up her things, take her flowers down. She'll try to convince Dandelion to leave later, she has to stop herself from breaking completely. Leave, leave, leave, she'll take Dandelion with her in the middle of the night and then they'll be happy.
"speech"