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anger makes you stupid . stupid gets you killed .
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// takes place some time after this thread !
The fight had been brutal, losing a leader and friend, if only briefly as others drove away the behemoth with its tail tucked between quivering legs, blood coating its blackened fur, staining it an eerier mixture of ichor and the blackest of nights.
He would have given Drizzle a few head pats if he wasn't hanging between consciousness and passing out, stumbling through the undergrowth with Dove helping. It was an anchor he needed, heart still beating rapidly, roaring in his ears like angered dragons, teeth gritting at the shockwave of pain that ran from nose to tip.
A little further, you damn fool. He coughed, chest shuddering, breath hiccuping in his throat as he stumbled, nose skimming the ground before he righted himself, hackle rising. Can't die yet. He had no intention of becoming another dead weight to the battered group, but he wanted to succumb to the darkness teasing the edges of his only working optic, the other bathed in blood, scrunched up, no longer visible beneath the ripped flesh.
He had to make sure the others stepped paw into camp, even if it was the last thing he did. He swore he wouldn't be a failure, not again. He failed too many times. No hope in ever redeeming himself, but this time … Duskpool glanced at the returning group with a heavy heart. He still failed, didn't he?
It was a wonder why Blaze made him a warrior, no less trusted him. He was reckless, but how could he not when others put themselves willingly in jeopardy? He'd be damned if he didn't back them up or give them cover, something to aid them, no matter how foolish it is.
Dusk wasn't keen on announcing his affection to the clan, he sure as hell wouldn't start now. He wondered just how he managed to surround himself with a bunch of foolish foolish idiots. Did they want to give him a heart attack? Sure. He wasn't in his prime, but geez. Learn to give this poor fool a warning before jumping into danger. He knew that wasn't possible, but with how little he hoped, it wouldn't be that big of a request, right?
It felt like his kits were the ones putting themselves at risk, even if he had no connections to most of them, nor did he have much contact, preferring to stay in the shadows, watching from afar.
He laughed, choked. Fucking idiot. For someone who was so damn certain he wouldn't grow attached to them for fear of having his bleeding heart ripped bare, he was doing a poor job at it.
The obsidian-furred brute stepped paw into camp, relaxing into his tired ( albeit numb ) paws, swaying where he stood, feeling the caress of darkness rippling along the edge of his vision.
He grunted, turning to his apprentice, offering Drizzle a soothing rumble, unable to move any further as he spoke, voice raw. "You did good, kid." He wanted to say more. To show him how proud he was ( he was so so proud of Drizzle ), but that moment didn't come as he collapsed.
Everyone was home. That's all Dusk could ask for after such troubling times. As his vision darkened, he welcomed the sweet release of unconsciousness without a fight.
footnote : tagging @Drizzlepaw @Sootspritespark. @bobbie @BLAZESTAR @Coyotecrest @TWITCHBOLT @FIGFEATHER @dovetail
The fight had been brutal, losing a leader and friend, if only briefly as others drove away the behemoth with its tail tucked between quivering legs, blood coating its blackened fur, staining it an eerier mixture of ichor and the blackest of nights.
He would have given Drizzle a few head pats if he wasn't hanging between consciousness and passing out, stumbling through the undergrowth with Dove helping. It was an anchor he needed, heart still beating rapidly, roaring in his ears like angered dragons, teeth gritting at the shockwave of pain that ran from nose to tip.
A little further, you damn fool. He coughed, chest shuddering, breath hiccuping in his throat as he stumbled, nose skimming the ground before he righted himself, hackle rising. Can't die yet. He had no intention of becoming another dead weight to the battered group, but he wanted to succumb to the darkness teasing the edges of his only working optic, the other bathed in blood, scrunched up, no longer visible beneath the ripped flesh.
He had to make sure the others stepped paw into camp, even if it was the last thing he did. He swore he wouldn't be a failure, not again. He failed too many times. No hope in ever redeeming himself, but this time … Duskpool glanced at the returning group with a heavy heart. He still failed, didn't he?
It was a wonder why Blaze made him a warrior, no less trusted him. He was reckless, but how could he not when others put themselves willingly in jeopardy? He'd be damned if he didn't back them up or give them cover, something to aid them, no matter how foolish it is.
Dusk wasn't keen on announcing his affection to the clan, he sure as hell wouldn't start now. He wondered just how he managed to surround himself with a bunch of foolish foolish idiots. Did they want to give him a heart attack? Sure. He wasn't in his prime, but geez. Learn to give this poor fool a warning before jumping into danger. He knew that wasn't possible, but with how little he hoped, it wouldn't be that big of a request, right?
It felt like his kits were the ones putting themselves at risk, even if he had no connections to most of them, nor did he have much contact, preferring to stay in the shadows, watching from afar.
He laughed, choked. Fucking idiot. For someone who was so damn certain he wouldn't grow attached to them for fear of having his bleeding heart ripped bare, he was doing a poor job at it.
The obsidian-furred brute stepped paw into camp, relaxing into his tired ( albeit numb ) paws, swaying where he stood, feeling the caress of darkness rippling along the edge of his vision.
He grunted, turning to his apprentice, offering Drizzle a soothing rumble, unable to move any further as he spoke, voice raw. "You did good, kid." He wanted to say more. To show him how proud he was ( he was so so proud of Drizzle ), but that moment didn't come as he collapsed.
Everyone was home. That's all Dusk could ask for after such troubling times. As his vision darkened, he welcomed the sweet release of unconsciousness without a fight.
footnote : tagging @Drizzlepaw @Sootspritespark. @bobbie @BLAZESTAR @Coyotecrest @TWITCHBOLT @FIGFEATHER @dovetail
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