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It strikes him at odd moments that this—brittle grasses and dry grounds—may be where he spends the rest of his life.
Thriftfeather had thought the same of WindClan, for a time. It had been an unnervingly empty horizon and the long shadow cast by Ghostwail for so long that the very thought of growing up there was enough to send him skittering into a silent spiral. Now, his heart aches for those days. He finds a countless number of things to miss: moorsong and crickets, strong-scented purple towers that would sprout from any available space as Greenleaf eased into its height, the way the wind could be seen by the way rows of grass would fold in its wake. Looking back, Thriftfeather finds it harder and harder to recall just how trapped he had felt surrounding by that thorn-filled gorse barrier surrounding camp.
It had been, despite everything, because of everything, home.
"We can't stay like this forever," Thriftfeather speaks too loud; he cannot stand the silence, "Eventually—we'll need to take back camp eventually."
He had thought that they just needed time enough to gather themselves and to lick their wounds. He had assumed DuskClan—the true WindClan, if such a thing could exist—would have returned home before now. This, the stagnation, waiting on dry grounds with his ears folded, does nothing to ease his ever-growing doubts. Thriftfeather, at once, wants to believe in DuskClan if it would mean he could believe in returning to their proper camp. As always, as is typical, Thriftfeather's overwhelming want for belief is unable to pierce the most jaded parts of his heart.
"The moors had always been meant for us."
Thriftfeather had thought the same of WindClan, for a time. It had been an unnervingly empty horizon and the long shadow cast by Ghostwail for so long that the very thought of growing up there was enough to send him skittering into a silent spiral. Now, his heart aches for those days. He finds a countless number of things to miss: moorsong and crickets, strong-scented purple towers that would sprout from any available space as Greenleaf eased into its height, the way the wind could be seen by the way rows of grass would fold in its wake. Looking back, Thriftfeather finds it harder and harder to recall just how trapped he had felt surrounding by that thorn-filled gorse barrier surrounding camp.
It had been, despite everything, because of everything, home.
"We can't stay like this forever," Thriftfeather speaks too loud; he cannot stand the silence, "Eventually—we'll need to take back camp eventually."
He had thought that they just needed time enough to gather themselves and to lick their wounds. He had assumed DuskClan—the true WindClan, if such a thing could exist—would have returned home before now. This, the stagnation, waiting on dry grounds with his ears folded, does nothing to ease his ever-growing doubts. Thriftfeather, at once, wants to believe in DuskClan if it would mean he could believe in returning to their proper camp. As always, as is typical, Thriftfeather's overwhelming want for belief is unable to pierce the most jaded parts of his heart.
"The moors had always been meant for us."
DUSKCLAN WARRIOR ✦ GOLDEN TABBY TOM ✦ 15 MOONS ✦ TAGS