- Jun 10, 2022
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She never should have gone back to her father. She shouldn't have waited when her mother had crossed the Thunderpath alone. She should've gone with her. She might've seen the car sooner. Might've saved her mother. Or at least gone to the beyond with her. Anything other than going back to her father. What had she expected? That he would suddenly soften to her? Allow her to grieve? Of course not. He only pushed her harder. With her mother out of the way he was free to try and toughen her up. Make an ideal man out of her.
There was to be no more crying, he said. No more whimpering, no show of weakness. Fighters never cried, he said. But she wasn't a fighter. Not really. She still cried. She just did a better job of not getting caught. She failed nearly every training session, and came away battered and bleeding. Her right foreleg had been clicking for the last quarter moon, and it hurt to put any pressure on it. She did it anyway. The beatings hurt worse.
But they'd been nothing compared to the current state she was in, what had happened when she’d told her father she was really a girl and not a tom after all. Not Thorn, but Sage. She didn’t want to “man up” anymore. His paw had made such a hard impact with the side of her head that her ears were still ringing. She’d tried to block out most of his enraged shrieking, to run away as he hit her over and over again, took her scruff between his teeth and flung her towards the biggest tree in the area.
At least it had put some distance between them. Enough that Sage could hurry away on injured feet, scurrying away through the forest and being too frightened to even look both ways before stumbling across the Thunderpath. She managed to limp a short distance before crumpling down into a heap. Short, quick sobs came from her muzzle, and the kitten buried her face in her paws and cried.
There was to be no more crying, he said. No more whimpering, no show of weakness. Fighters never cried, he said. But she wasn't a fighter. Not really. She still cried. She just did a better job of not getting caught. She failed nearly every training session, and came away battered and bleeding. Her right foreleg had been clicking for the last quarter moon, and it hurt to put any pressure on it. She did it anyway. The beatings hurt worse.
But they'd been nothing compared to the current state she was in, what had happened when she’d told her father she was really a girl and not a tom after all. Not Thorn, but Sage. She didn’t want to “man up” anymore. His paw had made such a hard impact with the side of her head that her ears were still ringing. She’d tried to block out most of his enraged shrieking, to run away as he hit her over and over again, took her scruff between his teeth and flung her towards the biggest tree in the area.
At least it had put some distance between them. Enough that Sage could hurry away on injured feet, scurrying away through the forest and being too frightened to even look both ways before stumbling across the Thunderpath. She managed to limp a short distance before crumpling down into a heap. Short, quick sobs came from her muzzle, and the kitten buried her face in her paws and cried.