- Nov 22, 2023
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Tonight's Gathering is no better than usual, but it is certainly worse, now.
The Dimmingsun of the past would deem that impossible. That version only sees the negative aspect of the full-moon, the judgment and ill intent.
The Dimmingsun of now learns how wrong he used to be.
He comes here as not only an ambassador of WindClan but as a failure. He failed them all; his deputy, his friend, his fellow lead warrior... and in turn, everybody who calls the moors their home. Bluepool would certainly be with him right now, if she was still breathing — he does not dare lift his gaze to find a new star up above —, thanks to all the other leads stuck in the nursery with their kittens.
Instead, Dimmingsun walks alone. Alone except for Celandinepaw by his side, and he's always appreciated her presence since the very beginning, but it fills him with something akin to comfort. At least she's here. At least he hasn't failed her yet. She manages to give him enough strength to display enough confidence to appear somewhat normal- aside from the lack of usual smile on his face. If one cares to look hard enough, they'd find a shadow under his eyes that wasn't present before.
And if one cares to look even harder, they'd find the alarming lack of Scorchstreak as well. Dimmingsun knows it's futile to hope everybody will be too preoccupied with their own drama to notice; a deputy staying back home is most unusual. He can already hear the gossip, some more hostile than others...
"I must have said this last time too," he rasps, focusing his attention on Celandinepaw instead, "but I'd appreciate if you stayed with me tonight." Celandinepaw is no fool — that's precisely why Dimmingsun decided to take her with him — and understands that this is not the usual friendly environment for WindClan... but he feels the need to reaffirm anyway. For her sake as well; he doesn't want her to take the full force of some other Clan cat's distaste towards the entirety of the Clan.
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