camp my pretty sleeper ] hunting failure, phase iv

HOWLPAW

IF I CROSS THE LINE
Aug 4, 2024
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Howlpaw lies in its nest in the medicine den, staring up at the low ceiling. The scent of herbs and sickness grew intolerable days ago, and now, all it wants is to be out of here. The whitecough that had left it bedridden is finally beginning to loosen its grip, but every cough still rattles its lungs, and the heat of its body tells it the sickness hasn't quite gone. Despite this, Howlpaw burns with the need to move, to do something. The medicine den feels like a cage, and every breath of stale air feeds the fire of its restlessness. It waits until the storm deepens, the howling wind masking its soft steps. Gentlestorm seems to be busy with someone else, his back turned. Howlpaw pushes itself to its paws, swaying for a moment as the world tilts. It ignores the weakness, forcing one paw in front of the other, its sharp amber eyes fixed on the entrance.

The blizzard's cold punches it in the face the moment it steps outside, stealing the breath from its lungs. Snow swirls in an endless white haze, obscuring the camp. For a moment, it hesitates, shivering as the wind tears through its pelt. But then it squares its shoulders. It's tired of being weak and sickly, confined, watched. It needs to get out of here for at least a little while. The journey out into the territory is grueling. Each step sinks into the snow, and the wind roars in its ears, drowning out all sound. It tries to scent the air, but the cold burns its nose and leaves it raw. It presses on regardless, stubborn determination keeping it moving. It can't quite tell how much time passes as it searches for even the faintest sign of prey. The snow is unbroken, the scents too faint to follow. Eventually, it spots movement: a flash of brown darting across the snow. A hare. It drops into a crouch, its muscles protesting the sudden motion, and creeps forward.

The hare darts away before Howlpaw can even pounce. It stumbles forward, missing its leap, and the world tilts again as it collapses into the snow. For a moment, it lies there, gasping for breath, the cold seeping into its bones. Its ears and toes throb with a biting pain, and it finally notices how numb they've become. Defeated, it begins the trek back to camp, every step heavier than the last. The cold is unbearable now, wrapping around it like claws. Its fur is coated in frost, and its paws feel clumsy and stiff. By the time it stumbles through the camp entrance, the fire in its chest has dimmed to a flicker. Shame and frustration twist in its chest. It hadn't caught anything. All it has earned is another lecture sure to come and a longer stay in the medicine den.​
 
She probably shouldn't be out in the cold... and it's not like she even wanted to be, either... but past all of the snow, Tigerkit can see the heap of Howlpaw stumbling into camp's entrance. Howlpaw doesn't usually look like this, she doesn't think... He was slouchy and growly but not... tired. Did something happen? " Howlpaw! " Where she hunches herself at the nursery's entrance, she calls. Her ears are flat to her skull as she looks in search of Nightbird. She wouldn't really care if she left, would she? She'd only know for sure if she did leave, wouldn't she?

Tigerkit shudders when she steps outside, but it'd make Howlpaw happy if she went anyways, wouldn't it? With eyes squinted, she makes her way toward him. Her pawpads are so cold that they feel like they're burning. How did that make any sense at all...? " Howlpaw, " she mews. A mitted paw hovers over him for a moment, before eventually returning to the frozen ground. Something close to worry is held within her gaze. " Are you okay? " She needed it to know she cares.
 
Sunshinespot feels the cold. It's unsurprising how it causes tremors in his paws, chattering in his exposed teeth, even. But there is no reprieve of warmth in the nursery - not anymore. Doepath had moved their, her four kittens selfishly tugging at her midsection whilst she recovers. The tom, feeling uncertain and lost now more than ever, had moved his nest needlessly close to the nursery's exit. Green eyes remain focused on the medicine den - though he must've drifted away when Howlpaw left, for he only notices the apprentice's return when Tigerkit announces it.

Oh, bother, the thought slips through the spiraling cracks of his normal jovial behavior. He fears the momentary frustration that floats him to his paws. Doepath has so much to worry about right now - Gentlestorm too! Must anyone make this any harder? This blizzard... this never ending blizzard...

His chest clenches and he falls back to the brittleness of his nest. His stomach hurts and he recoils, turning once, twice, and then settling once more. Nightbird can care for her brood. Antlerbreeze or Fallowbite can save one of theirs. Sunshinespot fears his solitary but even he knows he cannot risk joining the side of another right now.​