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This may be... the closest she's ever been to joyful, very much so, since the beginning of finding out. Scared, perhaps, had been the chief thing she had felt- which wasn't common to her. It was the opposite- fear wasn't something she had known since she came to Riverclan. Terror was something she had left as a kit, left on that mountainside, left in the bushes where Hazel set her out in the cold and left her to die. That much was enough- that much had been gone.
But the look in Moonbeam's eye when she got told she was carrying made a jolt of fear go through her. Would she be like her mother? Crude, uncaring? Was that her? Claythorn's ears twitched away a bug from where she lay, just out of the sun and just outside the nursery. She had been quietly appreciative to Otterbite and his apprentice- or whoever else had chosen to bring her moss or food when she had days where her paws just couldn't or wouldn't cooperate. Today? Today she had made it out of the nursery. She was okay with that.
Her eyes slid close just moments before something occurred. A bump, a strange relocation from... from inside of her. Mismatched goldens flew open, turning to peer at her stomach from where she lay on her flank. It happened again- little flutters from tiny paws. Yes, this is perhaps the most joyful she had been since the beginning of this newest journey, and much unlike her, (and perhaps to many cat's disbeliefs,) a small smile spread on her muzzle.
She turned as much as she could, nose pressing to where her fur moved and shifted from kittens growing ever more active. Perhaps a promise formed in her head, small inklings of I'll protect you to I'll see you soon enough. Excitement, was it? Is that what she felt in her heart, demanding to burst from every seam? Perhaps so.
But the look in Moonbeam's eye when she got told she was carrying made a jolt of fear go through her. Would she be like her mother? Crude, uncaring? Was that her? Claythorn's ears twitched away a bug from where she lay, just out of the sun and just outside the nursery. She had been quietly appreciative to Otterbite and his apprentice- or whoever else had chosen to bring her moss or food when she had days where her paws just couldn't or wouldn't cooperate. Today? Today she had made it out of the nursery. She was okay with that.
Her eyes slid close just moments before something occurred. A bump, a strange relocation from... from inside of her. Mismatched goldens flew open, turning to peer at her stomach from where she lay on her flank. It happened again- little flutters from tiny paws. Yes, this is perhaps the most joyful she had been since the beginning of this newest journey, and much unlike her, (and perhaps to many cat's disbeliefs,) a small smile spread on her muzzle.
She turned as much as she could, nose pressing to where her fur moved and shifted from kittens growing ever more active. Perhaps a promise formed in her head, small inklings of I'll protect you to I'll see you soon enough. Excitement, was it? Is that what she felt in her heart, demanding to burst from every seam? Perhaps so.
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CLAYTHORN she/her, warrior of riverclan, fifteen moons.
⭃ LH chocolate torbie with mismatched golden eyes, scars across her right cheek and over her left ear. cold exterior and threatening glares, built for stamina/battle and not swimming (tall/muscled)
⭃mentored by darkbranch (npc)/ / mentoring no one
⭃ mated to otterbite / / only child
⭃ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted / / underline and tag when attacking
⭃ penned by dallas ↛ dallasofnines on discord, feel free to dm for plots.