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She knew. She wasn't stupid, but it didn't mean she was willing to stop what she was doing because of it. Moonwhisper's long pelt only did so much, it was at the point that she felt as if every cat could tell at a glance and she curled her tail around her side to shield her belly with a quiet scowl at the ground; glaring into nothingness. She'd just been given an apprentice, she had worked so hard to get to this point and outside her little fight with Mousenose she was the perfect warrior; dutiful and determined, she didn't deserve this. She didn't deserve to lose her freedom even if she'd made the concious decision to get to this point. It was stupid, impulsive, she was absolutely and without question going to place the blame entirely on Lightstrike.
Rationality told her to seek out the medicine cat, but she'd rather swallow a bee's nest than go anywhere near Gentlestorm. If only Berryheart were still here, if only she had that comfort to look to, to speak to, to cry her fears and worries and pour her heart out to; but he was gone. Like her mother he was gone and she had no one to turn to she felt she could be open with. Her brother had enough to worry about, soon to be a father and Howlingstar was the leader and obviously didn't need to hear trivial nonsense from her complicate grandaughter. There wasn't much other family she could turn to, Wolfwind wasn't exactly the most comforting of cats and Raccoonstripe was absolutely out of the question.
So she was going to ignore it. She was going to continue on with her business and pretend nothing was happening.
Though it was hard to ignore Roeflame's eyes buring into her pelt as she pawed the ground and dug smooth grooves into it as she waited her apprentice to return from his hunting with another group to take out. She was alarmingly restless, like she wanted to crawl out of her own pelt and she had been reclusive since the gathering - she still didn't know how to handle her complex feelings on Blazestar's death and now THIS.
"What? What is it you're staring at?" She asked sharply, voice cracking and without her usual intensity. Her frigid gaze held a warning, it said 'don't'.
She knew. She wasn't stupid, but it didn't mean she was willing to stop what she was doing because of it. Moonwhisper's long pelt only did so much, it was at the point that she felt as if every cat could tell at a glance and she curled her tail around her side to shield her belly with a quiet scowl at the ground; glaring into nothingness. She'd just been given an apprentice, she had worked so hard to get to this point and outside her little fight with Mousenose she was the perfect warrior; dutiful and determined, she didn't deserve this. She didn't deserve to lose her freedom even if she'd made the concious decision to get to this point. It was stupid, impulsive, she was absolutely and without question going to place the blame entirely on Lightstrike.
Rationality told her to seek out the medicine cat, but she'd rather swallow a bee's nest than go anywhere near Gentlestorm. If only Berryheart were still here, if only she had that comfort to look to, to speak to, to cry her fears and worries and pour her heart out to; but he was gone. Like her mother he was gone and she had no one to turn to she felt she could be open with. Her brother had enough to worry about, soon to be a father and Howlingstar was the leader and obviously didn't need to hear trivial nonsense from her complicate grandaughter. There wasn't much other family she could turn to, Wolfwind wasn't exactly the most comforting of cats and Raccoonstripe was absolutely out of the question.
So she was going to ignore it. She was going to continue on with her business and pretend nothing was happening.
Though it was hard to ignore Roeflame's eyes buring into her pelt as she pawed the ground and dug smooth grooves into it as she waited her apprentice to return from his hunting with another group to take out. She was alarmingly restless, like she wanted to crawl out of her own pelt and she had been reclusive since the gathering - she still didn't know how to handle her complex feelings on Blazestar's death and now THIS.
"What? What is it you're staring at?" She asked sharply, voice cracking and without her usual intensity. Her frigid gaze held a warning, it said 'don't'.
- Ooc - This takes place AFTER the gathering, several days or so...[ Please wait for @ROEFLAME . ]
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—⊰⋅ Warrior of ThunderClan
—⊰⋅ She/Her
"SPEECH", 'THOUGHTS', ATTACK
—⊰⋅ LH Tortiseshell point w/ice blue eyes