OUR BELOVED FATE ✧ JUL MEETING

*+:。.。 Tawnyclaw wasn't sure he'd ever grow used to seeing his mom up there. Hearing her call out for a clan meeting always brings to mind his many days as a youth, leaping to attention whenever she called for his name. Orchidkit, come here, she used to say. The young man frowns, tension running down his spine at the reminder of his old name when Orangestar announces a set of names laid forth beneath the chopping block. Bobbie and Eggshellbloom, she says, and he finds his hazel eyes trailing over the gathering mass of cats for the soon-to-be-formally-named. Huh. Bobbie's name changes he...supposes he can understand, although she's been 'Bobbie' for so long it's strange to him she'd want to change that. Eggshellbloom he has no idea about. Hadn't he just received his warrior name?
Alright, alright, interest piqued, the warrior decides to risk burning his pelt off and trails after his clanmates to sit exposed beneath the raging sun for another insufferable meeting. He much preferred playing hooky when his mom calls these...hopefully the news this moon would be worth listening in on.

Doeblaze is Bobbie's new name. Tawnyclaw can't help himself - he cringes. He peers through the crowd, spotting the lilac and white woman at the head of the mass of cats. He feels something in his chest ache, watching the woman scarred through suddenly relax her stiff shoulders and raise her head just a little bit higher. To be named after the dead...he wonders if she'd asked for the honor specifically. It makes the green in his eyes burn, unable to relate that desire of hers. He'd give anything to drop the -claw from his own name...well, if the iron grip he has on his pride is anything to tell, maybe anything. Tawnyclaw is projecting, he realizes this now, and decides to focus instead on the clear happiness that lights Bo-, Doeblaze like an inferno. After all her moons of suffering, no one deserved peace more than she.

The same could be said for Chickbloom, whose beaming face glowed brighter than his dandelion spots. Tawnyclaw found it contagious enough to bring a smile to his lips - or perhaps that was just a symptom of the laugh he was holding back at the name Orangestar had picked. Chick bloom? It...it was fitting. Eggshell to Chick, in honor of Chickbloom's new, chosen life. The warrior's life wasn't an easy one, but to purposefully choose it was more than a little admirable.

"Chickbloom! Doeblaze!" he throws his voice in among the rest, though perhaps not as heartily. He wishes he could say he didn't envy the two's joy.

The meeting continues, and Tawnyclaw sees no point in staying. The long list of kit's to be made apprentices is already boring him, and with no stakes in the game, he finds himself rising to his feet, eager to subtly sneak off and claim one of the better shadier spots before the meeting dismisses. He does spare a snicker though when he hears Cherryblossom receiving Ricekit as an apprentice. The pale ivory child had always been so high-and-mighty, Tawnyclaw didn't doubt the two were made for each other. Good luck, sis he thinks with a smirk, scooting past a few warriors as he eyes the finish line at the edge of the crowd.

Only to freeze in place when he feels his mother's eyes on him.
Oh no.
And watches her open her mouth and announce for all the clan to hear -
Dear Starclan no!
your mentor will be Tawnyclaw

Fuck.

Tawnyclaw grins convincingly at his mother as she calls him a 'good warrior', her expectant look speaking a whole different language. Shit, fuck, crap he thinks with each step bringing him closer to his new apprentice. Fox-dung, Fish-whiskers, thorn up my- he stands before the young tom cat, all cotton fuzz and baby-chubb. Tawnyclaw wants to scream. Instead, with a persuasively chill smile, he aims to touch noses with the little guy, just as his mentor had done with him moons and moons ago. Dogwoodpaw was so small though...from this angle, Starclan, he looked so fragile.
Tawnyclaw fought the urge to look desperately up at his mom and beg her to rescind her order. He wasn't ready to take care of some little tyke! He didn't know anything about kits, or young paws, or how to train them - he'd barely paid attention to his own training!
Fuck "Well Dogwoodpaw, 'guess it's just you and me" he says with a relaxed smile he didn't feel.
Shit! Fake it 'till you make it, I guess.
Damn it! He aims to ruffle the fur on Dogwoodpaw's head and hopes with all his might the boy won't hate him by the end of their training together.

  • @Dogwoodkit <333 apprentice aahh!!!



  • GENERAL:
    Tawnyclaw
    DFAB— He/Him — Unsure
    12 moons — Ages 1 moon every month 28th
    Skyclan — Warrior
    Son of Orangestar and Ashenclaw
    Brother to Cherryblossom, Eggbounce, Glimmersun and Owlheart

    COMBAT:
    Physically hard | mentally medium
    Attack in bold #bf8924
    injuries: None currently
 
Orangestar begins the ceremony and the first cat to be called out is simply a reassignment. Some recent addition to the Clan is renamed and then comes... Jellypaw! Ricepaw offers her friend a polite dip of her head. And now its hers and her littermates turns... Excitement bundles up in her chest, makes her feel warm. She waits with baited breath, and she goes first (as is only natural in the order).

Your mentor will be Cherryblossom, Orangestars voice rings out loud and clear.

For some reason, something angry begins to rise within her, a flame stoked by petty child-like behavior that slightly raises the fur down her spine. Cherryblossom? You could have picked anyone else, because Ricekit- Ricepaw- is not stupid. Cherryblossom and Ricepaw are too alike and too different at the same time. Her eyes slide over when Jellypaw's dejected nooo reaches her ears. Why am I even mad? She finds it redundant... the fanned flames suddenly diminish.

Maybe shes just upset at the fact that now, assigned to second in command, she actually has to work... And Cherryblossom, being Orangestars kid, and the deputy, means she'll have more than one set of eyes upon her.

She rolls her shoulders back, stretches her neck to the left and takes a deep breath to clear her head. She cheers for her siblings, and in turn Jellypaw, for the final time in this meeting. Nevermind the selectiveness of who she calls, Ricepaw shamelessly does so as she tips her chin back. "Jellypaw, Stormpaw, Dogwoodpaw!"

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    ricepaw ୨୧ ricekit
    cis female ୨୧ she/her ୨୧ 06 months
    apprentice of skyclan ୨୧ mentored by cherryblossom
    regal, curly-furred white she-cat with striking green eyes
    "speech, f0a78e" ୨୧ thoughts
    single ୨୧ not interested at all in love
    smells like hyacinths & lilies ୨୧ sweet & poisonous
    penned by chuff
 
If Orangestar and Howlfire find annoyance in Leafwhisker's decision, one might imagine how Sillypaw feels about her former mentor's choice. Five moons of training, and he chose to bow out at the last minute and leave her scrambling to adjust to a new mentor in the moon before her assessment. There's a slight frustration in her expression as she listens to her leader speak, but when she hears Howlfire's name, she does her best to mask it, meeting the warrior halfway. As she speaks, Sillypaw gives a light smile, leaning close to touch her nose to the other's in the customary act between apprentice and mentor. "Thank you, Howlfire. I look forward to learning all that I can from you," she says quietly.​