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DAZZLEPAW
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Dazzlepaw was watching from a distance as his parents were spending them with his sister, Shinepaw. It hadn't been that long ago since they had returned back from patroling in the tunnels and now Heathersong and Bearthroat was overflooding their favorite child with affection. Thier mom was grooming her to make sure she looked her best while father dear was asking about her day and giving advice on how to become better or what to think about for next time like he even had an idea what it was like down there in the tunnels. All attention was on her of course while paying no attention to their second child who was seated a bit away simply watching them with a pokerface. Nothing at all revealing on the surface on what might be going on inside the apprentice head. It could be anything really but never did Dazzlepaw let anyone in on what he was thinking about.
What was the point anyway. Dazzlepaw had long ago come to terms with that he never would be good enough to his parents or to anyone really and in a way that had set him free from caring to prove anything to anyone. He liked how things currently was. It was so easy to be an disappointment after all that it was actually fun. Just a bad child, the black sheep. Nothing to lose if nobody even liked you. Everything was fine in his life. Nothing to feel sad about. Nobody expected anything from him anymore. Not even his mentor. Dazzlepaw didn't care. He was perfectly happy with his life.
He contunie to stare at his parents and sister, how they acted like the perfect lil family without him there in the picture. Dazzlepaw started to grin at himself just thinking about it. If he suddenly would stop to exist he was sure his parents wouldn't even notice him being gone. No one would. He was replacable just like how Galeforce and Yewberry already had got replaced in the clan by the new warriors, and how Vulturemask had replaced Dandelionwish.
He could only wonder who would replace him once he was gone.
What was the point anyway. Dazzlepaw had long ago come to terms with that he never would be good enough to his parents or to anyone really and in a way that had set him free from caring to prove anything to anyone. He liked how things currently was. It was so easy to be an disappointment after all that it was actually fun. Just a bad child, the black sheep. Nothing to lose if nobody even liked you. Everything was fine in his life. Nothing to feel sad about. Nobody expected anything from him anymore. Not even his mentor. Dazzlepaw didn't care. He was perfectly happy with his life.
He contunie to stare at his parents and sister, how they acted like the perfect lil family without him there in the picture. Dazzlepaw started to grin at himself just thinking about it. If he suddenly would stop to exist he was sure his parents wouldn't even notice him being gone. No one would. He was replacable just like how Galeforce and Yewberry already had got replaced in the clan by the new warriors, and how Vulturemask had replaced Dandelionwish.
He could only wonder who would replace him once he was gone.