- Jun 7, 2022
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( ᴛᴀɢs. ) ❝ Hound's always to be found at the tail end of a mess. Follow any trail of blood or heartbreak an' you'll inevitably find him sitting there too. It seems he belongs with the pain, inextricably bound to the very depths of his heart. Morose fucking thought, that, yet he cannot shake the fullness of it. It'd swallow him whole if he sat with his silence for too long. If only he could set it down somewhere. His heart grows heavier by the very minute, with every breath that he takes, and Hound'd missed his window to spill what bothered him. For all that he had ignored it, for all that he tried to be better, to feel less or more or differently, it rests heavy on sore shoulders an' fills his lungs with river water. He pulls himself along and ignores it, for all the good doin' so would ever leave him with, until those tired paws'll move no longer.
It's late enough hat the only light in RiverClan's camp is from the full, heavy moon so far overhead, or the pinpricks'f light surrounding it. The slow waves are coated silver, somewhere between glassy and alive. Crickets sing, loud enough to be obnoxious, and a soft wind stirs the greenery that surrounds the bank. It'd be peaceful, were it not for his whirling thoughts and the clattering stones his paw keeps turning over. One, then another, 'til the cool wet undersides're exposed to the moonlight. It takes some of the gleam from the environment, and the tom feels all too abruptly guilty for such a thing. Like he's ruining this place. Ruining his home. Stars above, wasn't that the truth of him? Everything he touched turned to rot, blackened and sickly sweet in its decay. Flint'd left him, those who took him in had died. The marshes collapsed to war– interrupting his thoughts, Houndsnarl changed from flipping to tossing, one smaller rock thrown to cool water until it splashes and sinks.
He sighs softly, and goes back to flipping rocks.
It's late enough hat the only light in RiverClan's camp is from the full, heavy moon so far overhead, or the pinpricks'f light surrounding it. The slow waves are coated silver, somewhere between glassy and alive. Crickets sing, loud enough to be obnoxious, and a soft wind stirs the greenery that surrounds the bank. It'd be peaceful, were it not for his whirling thoughts and the clattering stones his paw keeps turning over. One, then another, 'til the cool wet undersides're exposed to the moonlight. It takes some of the gleam from the environment, and the tom feels all too abruptly guilty for such a thing. Like he's ruining this place. Ruining his home. Stars above, wasn't that the truth of him? Everything he touched turned to rot, blackened and sickly sweet in its decay. Flint'd left him, those who took him in had died. The marshes collapsed to war– interrupting his thoughts, Houndsnarl changed from flipping to tossing, one smaller rock thrown to cool water until it splashes and sinks.
He sighs softly, and goes back to flipping rocks.
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──── houndsnarl. trans male, he/him pronouns.
──── approximately 30 moons old, or 2.5 years.
──── bisexual with firm male preference; single.
──── a chocolate tabby with ( stylized ) low white and intense lime eyes. lean and lanky, with whiplike musculature and a long, quick stride. hound's notable features include his impressive height, the long scar across the left side of his face from nose to jaw, his very deep, dense fur, and the confident manner with which he conducts himself. - "speech"