SMOKESTAR
WITH HEARTS ALIGNED | 5/14/24
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He thinks of what the ragdoll's lead warrior had said, such mouthiness with a leader would've gotten you a snap of teeth and cutting words in RiverClan yet Blazestar had just ignored it; while he may have agreed that in reverse circumstances he might've had similar thoughts-in the end he was fine maintaining a friendliness with SkyClan. ShadowClan was useless, WindClan were absolutely not in the equation for clans he would give even the most marginal of pity to and ThunderClan still held Sunningrocks and as such he thought little of them. The kittypet clan was the only one he'd personally humor, his disdain for their collared daylight warriors aside. But Smokethroat had the good sense to maintain politeness, even if he was still moving through the motions of existence in a disconnected way. It felt like he was still back in their camp, watching Cicadastar be torn apart and he could not shake the horror no matter how hard he tried. The clan watched their leader fall, he watched his mate.
He needs to pull it together, he needs to do what's needed. Smokethroat inhales slowly, exhales, nods to Blazestar's description of the territory and the mention of hunting, "We've still access to the river, our warriors can utilize it to help." Lichentail approaches, speaks out of turn to offer their apprentices-he was too tired to say much about it. The worry of their apprentices scaring prey is real but he shakes his head slowly in mild annoyance-land hunting was not their specialty but they should be able to manage well enough, "Any apprentice that can't manage can be put to work elsewhere." His long orange eye settles on Dogbite and he nods, "Anyone available, follow this warrior out. Be mindful of the new territory and watch your paws." He could only help the unfamiliar place wouldn't make hunting too much of a struggle.
Apricotflower approaches and he is already steeling himself for the question, "No, please stay with Willowroot to help with the kits. We've brought quite the handful." He didn't want her alone with strangers and he didn't want to overwhelm the SkyClan queens with all the new mewling and demanding little furballs. The dark tom's gaze wanders and he is mentally counting heads again, double and triple checking cats are present and accounted for despite having done it already at the border; his pulse quickens. Smokethroat feels the lump in his throat only growing larger, colder, he can't push the anxiety fluttering in his chest down more than he already has.
Nettlekit's voice gives him a moment's break from his own frantic thoughts, "No, little one. You have a much more important job. Keeping Willowroot and Apricotflower safe and keeping watch of the other kits. That is your duty." He dips his head, nudges the brown tom slightly to get him walking to the nursery after the others before lifting his head back up closing his eye.
'Cicadastar, please....please come back. Come back to us. Come back to me.'
Would their last talk truly be an arguement, would the last time they spoke in private be full of pettiness? He hoped to the stars not.