- Mar 25, 2024
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Squirrelpaw didn't know much about her father, only what she'd heard from stories. One thing she did know about Flycatcher, though, was that he loved climbing. It was something she'd learned from her mother when she was young, and had clung to the idea ever since. For as long as she had been able to walk, the young torbie had been practicing climbing anything she could get her claws on. It had become an annoying habit for the other queens in the nursery tasked with keeping an eye on her, and any clanmates who happened to be unfortunate enough to get too close whenever she fell. On the bright side (for her at least), she usually had something soft to land on!
And... this mutiny had been difficult. It was stupid to say, and obvious to everyone. But she was still young, and oh-so-inexperienced with the ways of the world, and it was the first time she'd been faced with such evil and hatred. As bright and optimistic as Squirrelpaw tried to be, she was unequipped to deal with the raging torrent of complex feelings that had been rocking her ever since Skyclaw had killed Howlingstar in front of them all. So much death and pain and sadness, and she didn't know what to do. She was angry, and hurt, and more than a little bit scared but she also knew that she needed to be strong for her family. But... how can you be strong when you're afraid? She wanted her dad back now more than ever. She wondered if he knew how to be brave.
Squirrelpaw didn't want to think or feel anymore so she turned to the thing she knew best. Trees were sparse within the confines of the camp, but one or two sizeable trunks jutted out from the walls of the ravine. The two-toned apprentice sat at the base of the tallest of them, forest-green gaze narrowed upon its highest branches. Her tail lashed across the ground behind her, sweeping up a mess of dead leaves and twigs but she seemed not to notice anything beyond her tunnel vision. One deep breath, then two, then three... rampant emotions surged once again and finely-tuned muscles coiled in preparation. With a frustrated rumble deep in her throat the blue torbie sprang upwards, claws outstretched until they collided with solid wood and sank deep into loose bark. She took another labored breath and dragged herself up the trunk of the tree, quickly reaching the lowest branch and hauling herself safely onto it.
And... this mutiny had been difficult. It was stupid to say, and obvious to everyone. But she was still young, and oh-so-inexperienced with the ways of the world, and it was the first time she'd been faced with such evil and hatred. As bright and optimistic as Squirrelpaw tried to be, she was unequipped to deal with the raging torrent of complex feelings that had been rocking her ever since Skyclaw had killed Howlingstar in front of them all. So much death and pain and sadness, and she didn't know what to do. She was angry, and hurt, and more than a little bit scared but she also knew that she needed to be strong for her family. But... how can you be strong when you're afraid? She wanted her dad back now more than ever. She wondered if he knew how to be brave.
Squirrelpaw didn't want to think or feel anymore so she turned to the thing she knew best. Trees were sparse within the confines of the camp, but one or two sizeable trunks jutted out from the walls of the ravine. The two-toned apprentice sat at the base of the tallest of them, forest-green gaze narrowed upon its highest branches. Her tail lashed across the ground behind her, sweeping up a mess of dead leaves and twigs but she seemed not to notice anything beyond her tunnel vision. One deep breath, then two, then three... rampant emotions surged once again and finely-tuned muscles coiled in preparation. With a frustrated rumble deep in her throat the blue torbie sprang upwards, claws outstretched until they collided with solid wood and sank deep into loose bark. She took another labored breath and dragged herself up the trunk of the tree, quickly reaching the lowest branch and hauling herself safely onto it.
- [ this is retro to the uprising <3 ]
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SQUIRRELPAW ♥ she / her, apprentice of thunderclan, 8 moons
⭃ lh blue torbie with high white and green eyes // slender but fluffy // excellent climber
⭃ single, crushing on no one // flamewhisker xflycatcher// mentored by lightflower
⭃ sister to bugpaw, scorchedpaw, sunpaw, falconheart and stormfeather
⭃ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted // underline and tag when attacking
⭃ penned by limerence ↛ @limericks. on discord, feel free to dm for plots