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Blazestar's body is lain to rest within SkyClan's centre.
It would be a lie to call it rest, were he simply laid out as he were, bloodied and bruised; pictured like a great beast slain in the throws of battle. Dawnglare washes it all away. Wet moss and the dabbing of cobweb work to wipe away blood and grime. He takes his time; stops and pauses. So he could blink the tears from his eyes. So he could glimpse Blazestar's own, and be certain that it was not a twitch of life that he saw. Some joke it would be, for Blazestar to come awake again; jostled to life by the tickling of moss. It would be a cruel one, but he'd prefer it much, over this.
He'd thought that it would make him feel better, to depart from his friend under the guise of easy sleep, rather than won brought by fitful claws. It helps him none. In the end, he still cries. Who wouldn't, before such a great light? One snuffed far too soon. Snuffed, when he hadn't needed to be.
At last, he shuts his friend's eyes.
SkyClan did not have lavender to spare, but he does it for him— an extra curtain of petals, and he smells like home. The knowledge Dawnglare had gleaned alone from the comfort of twolegplace with his friend by his side. If he had never gone, there would be things he never saw... but there'd be no need to see them, just the same.
Selfishly, he uses the time he is given to sit with him one last time, left unbothered by the noses of those who did not know him the same way. The last glimpses of warmth are dredged away, and Valentine clings to it greedily, forehead pressed to a mount of golden fur. Any words he had were only for him, mumbled low, " This was never meant to happen, friend. " And by this, he meant all of it.
It would be a lie to call it rest, were he simply laid out as he were, bloodied and bruised; pictured like a great beast slain in the throws of battle. Dawnglare washes it all away. Wet moss and the dabbing of cobweb work to wipe away blood and grime. He takes his time; stops and pauses. So he could blink the tears from his eyes. So he could glimpse Blazestar's own, and be certain that it was not a twitch of life that he saw. Some joke it would be, for Blazestar to come awake again; jostled to life by the tickling of moss. It would be a cruel one, but he'd prefer it much, over this.
He'd thought that it would make him feel better, to depart from his friend under the guise of easy sleep, rather than won brought by fitful claws. It helps him none. In the end, he still cries. Who wouldn't, before such a great light? One snuffed far too soon. Snuffed, when he hadn't needed to be.
At last, he shuts his friend's eyes.
SkyClan did not have lavender to spare, but he does it for him— an extra curtain of petals, and he smells like home. The knowledge Dawnglare had gleaned alone from the comfort of twolegplace with his friend by his side. If he had never gone, there would be things he never saw... but there'd be no need to see them, just the same.
Selfishly, he uses the time he is given to sit with him one last time, left unbothered by the noses of those who did not know him the same way. The last glimpses of warmth are dredged away, and Valentine clings to it greedily, forehead pressed to a mount of golden fur. Any words he had were only for him, mumbled low, " This was never meant to happen, friend. " And by this, he meant all of it.
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( I'M AS ALIVE AS HER BEARD IS LONG ) DAWNGLARE Medicine Cat of SkyClan. Mentoring Fireflypaw
𓆩♡𓆪 He / him , deeply confused by the use of other pronouns
𓆩♡𓆪 Currently 61 moons old as of 2.1.24. Mated to Mallowlark
Unsettling and strange, Dawnglare bears a unique perception to the world and stars above on top of a generally unpleasant disposition. Holds others to uniquely impossible standards and himself undeniably above the rest. Delusional and very much stuck in his ways. The death of his closest friend has helped him none, in this
Mood is decided by dice - rolls per thread, with the exception of some important threads