- Oct 17, 2022
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MAYBE I'D BE A SAINT IF I WEREN'T ————————————
Bare branches showing hints of fresh green rustle with a warm wind, carried from faraway places on the wings of migratory birds. Rippling sunlight glitters over the newly-freed water of the river, flowing high and fast with snowmelt and rain. The air is warming up, if not yet warm; the world alive with birdsong and skittering prey coming out of deep sleep. If Leafbare is like the world holding its breath, then Newleaf comes like an exhale, a great relief of tension.
After moons of privation and loss, Snakeblink feels like he’s finally breathing again.
The riverbank is soft under his paw, and the air is only chilly enough to be invigorating rather than biting — with the sun warming his back, it feels downright comfortable. Dawn breaking earlier has him in an uncharacteristically cheery mood. Being roused for patrol before sunrise always leaves him feeling twice as old and tired as he is, but now pale light illuminates the early morning fog over the water as he pads out of the camp with a spring in his step.
It’s his favorite time of the year — the first dip into the river after so long being kept from it by ice and creeping cold. That’s why he brought @frogpaw along with an unconvincing excuse of fishing or swimming lessons; he wants to share this moment with his apprentice. Even if he learns nothing else from his time under Snakeblink’s tutelage, the older tom hopes Frogpaw will remember this: the joy of finding the water again, of belonging to this place and its rushing currents.
”I assure you, the water is quite fine even so early in the season,” he’s murmuring to his apprentice, perhaps pointlessly: Frogpaw isn’t fussy in the face of cold. He falls silent as they near the shore, only humming in a pleased manner when he dips his paw into the water that laps onto the bank. He throws one last glance at the apprentice, whiskers quirking up in a smile, before he dives into the sweet, cold embrace of the river.
The water closes over his head in a rush of quiet. It feels like peace, at last; like coming home. He closes his eyes, slowly breathing out a cloud of bubbles as he hangs underwater, before he kicks his paws and bursts back out, splashing the nearest cat with cold droplets of water.
After moons of privation and loss, Snakeblink feels like he’s finally breathing again.
The riverbank is soft under his paw, and the air is only chilly enough to be invigorating rather than biting — with the sun warming his back, it feels downright comfortable. Dawn breaking earlier has him in an uncharacteristically cheery mood. Being roused for patrol before sunrise always leaves him feeling twice as old and tired as he is, but now pale light illuminates the early morning fog over the water as he pads out of the camp with a spring in his step.
It’s his favorite time of the year — the first dip into the river after so long being kept from it by ice and creeping cold. That’s why he brought @frogpaw along with an unconvincing excuse of fishing or swimming lessons; he wants to share this moment with his apprentice. Even if he learns nothing else from his time under Snakeblink’s tutelage, the older tom hopes Frogpaw will remember this: the joy of finding the water again, of belonging to this place and its rushing currents.
”I assure you, the water is quite fine even so early in the season,” he’s murmuring to his apprentice, perhaps pointlessly: Frogpaw isn’t fussy in the face of cold. He falls silent as they near the shore, only humming in a pleased manner when he dips his paw into the water that laps onto the bank. He throws one last glance at the apprentice, whiskers quirking up in a smile, before he dives into the sweet, cold embrace of the river.
The water closes over his head in a rush of quiet. It feels like peace, at last; like coming home. He closes his eyes, slowly breathing out a cloud of bubbles as he hangs underwater, before he kicks his paws and bursts back out, splashing the nearest cat with cold droplets of water.
——————————————————————————————————— so god damn lonely
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— Snakeblink • he / him. 37 ☾, riverclan warrior
— a sleek, skinny tabby with long ears and a scar over his right eye.
— gay, not actually evil, penned by @Kangoo