- Apr 4, 2024
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BUT I'M JUST SO OUT OF MY DEPTH — Three moons old. Three moons since he had come into the world wailing and vulnerable, not allowed to curl against the side of his mother as she had slipped away from both he and Hopekit and onto something more. Coalkit found that he couldn't blame her, as much as he wished he could burrow himself into her fur instead of anyone else's. Though he would never say as much to Roeflame, having learned in his brief time alive just how kind her taking in of both he and Hopekit truly was. Even with that in mind, though... his thoughts felt so full. Like too much all at once for a kitten of his age, regardless of how large he was compared to his denmates. The others were worried about things like bugs around the nursery, or whatever other tiny creatures managed to find their way into camp. Meanwhile, he... he didn't even know what he was worried about.
Was everything an option?
His gaze was unfocused as he glanced up towards the sky from his spot near the middle of camp, dark paws tucked neatly against his belly as he watched the clouds pass by. The day was beautiful so far, and he found himself wondering what it would be like to finally push himself out beyond the thorn bushes and explore the territory as a whole. "I'm halfway to becoming an apprentice, huh?" Coalkit's words hung heavily on the air before him, directed towards no one in particular and everyone at once. Who would end up being his mentor? Would his mom and dad be proud of him, from wherever they were watching? Will I get to see them again someday, before I meet my own end? That particular thought sent an abrupt shiver down his spine, as if the fluffy white clouds above had let loose a droplet of rain right onto his nose.
Was everything an option?
His gaze was unfocused as he glanced up towards the sky from his spot near the middle of camp, dark paws tucked neatly against his belly as he watched the clouds pass by. The day was beautiful so far, and he found himself wondering what it would be like to finally push himself out beyond the thorn bushes and explore the territory as a whole. "I'm halfway to becoming an apprentice, huh?" Coalkit's words hung heavily on the air before him, directed towards no one in particular and everyone at once. Who would end up being his mentor? Would his mom and dad be proud of him, from wherever they were watching? Will I get to see them again someday, before I meet my own end? That particular thought sent an abrupt shiver down his spine, as if the fluffy white clouds above had let loose a droplet of rain right onto his nose.
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☄ amab; goes by he/him pronouns
☄ 3 moons old; ages the 5th every month
☄ homosexual; not yet interested in romance
☄ son ofleopardtongueandbatwing
☄ brother to bravepaw, cougarpaw, hazepaw, foxpaw, and hopekit
☄ extremely difficult to befriend; cold and blunt
☄ "speech", thoughts, attacking
☄ peaceful powerplay allowed
☄ all opinions are ic