PALEFIRE
tell me pretty lies
- Dec 22, 2023
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This plan to bait the wolves into throwing themselves over the gorge was no doubt a risky one. It would likely not end without damage on their part, if not worse. But if it meant they would finally rid themselves of the terrible monsters, then Palefire was going to be there to see it done. Initially she'd wanted to volunteer to be a runner. She was fast, incredibly so, it was one of her few natural-born strengths. It seemed only fair that she be the one to take on that risk, to repent for what she'd done. But they'd already had a handful of brave warriors and apprentices that had stepped up before she'd had the chance, and if they had too many cats baiting the wolves, things would get chaotic and messy. Ultimately, she still wanted to help in some way, and so she'd followed along with the rear guard. She would make sure that the wolves did not set a single paw near their camp ever again. And if it required giving her life to make up for the one that she'd lost then so be it. It meant nothing to her anymore anyways.
Things moved very quickly once Batwing gave the signal to begin. She nervously glanced around her, placed a short distance away from Howlingstar and Leafhusk. Suddenly the lead runners took off, breezing past the lounging wolves and rousing their interest enough to give chance. Her pulse thundered in her ears, deafening her to the world around her as she helplessly watched her clanmates sprint towards the Windclan border. When she noticed the rest of the rear guard begin to slowly follow, she did the same, though her attention remained locked on the chase ahead of them.
It felt like hours, but was likely only minutes, before they inevitably neared the gorge. It had never crossed her mind that the wolves might be too smart to fall for their little trap. She trusted the plan that her elders had come up with, and knew that it would work. It had to. But as the group approached the cliffside, she began to peel off from the rest of her group as did the others, straining to keep sight of the runners ahead. Something seemed off... she could feel the shift of the tension in the air as the lead group suddenly split just before they reached the edge, rounding back towards the rear guard where she stood, leaving Batwing alone to face the wolves. What in Starclan's name was he doing...?
And then she watched in horror, along with all her clanmates, as the lead warrior threw himself over the gorge just as the wolves lunged. Her heart stopped, her blood froze, and for a moment it seemed as if time stood still. He was there one second, bravely staring down those demons, and the next he was gone. Gone. "Batwing..." It was nothing more than a hoarse whisper, complete and utter disbelief making her incapable of moving, breathing, doing anything. Why...? They had won, their plan had worked and the wolves were gone... So why were they still losing...?
Leafhusk's sudden declaration shook her from the shock, drew her wide blue gaze back into the forest they had just left behind. She didn't have time to understand what had just happened with Batwing. Howlingstar and Duskbird weren't with them? Snapping. Tearing. Breaking. No. They were all together only moments before... surely they had just split in a different direction and got turned around. "We should... We should look for them," she replied in a quiet voice shaken by all she had just witnessed. Her heart beat rapidly in time with her pawsteps as she turned back into the shadows of the trees, her pace only quickening with each passing moment that allowed her to imagine the worst.
But her imagination failed her, as it always did. Reality was so much worse. It didn't take long to find the pair of dark-furred bodies, left behind in the same place that she had last seen them. "N-No..." Her breath catches in her lungs at the sight of mangled flesh and blood-soaked earth, so much blood... Broken. Both of them contorted in a vision of destruction. Howlingstar had lives left, right? She wasn't sure. She hadn't been there for any other lost life. Would she come back to them? Could she? But Duskbird... he only had one life to give, just like the rest of them. One life, and it was over now. The world seemed to shift and she stumbled unsteadily as the full reality of the past few days crashed into her like a wave breaking violently over the shore.
Death had always been there. She hadn't realized it until now, foolish as she was; but its shadow had always haunted her. Her father, her mother, her clanmates.... her friends... She was ignorant to it at first. But it seemed determined to punish her for her mistakes by taking the lives of those around her. But not her; no, it would not take her. She would be forced to live with the consequences of her actions. She would close her eyes to their faces every night and wake each morning to the sound of their screams in her head. Her fault. It was all her fault, it had to be. Maybe this could have all been avoided some how, if she'd just stayed put, if she'd been able to warn the clan before the wolves ever got close.
Duskbird and Howlingstar were dead. Batwing was dead, Sunfreckle too. Acornwish and Jackdawflight. They were all braver than she was, better than she was, and that was why she still breathed and they did not. It wasn't fair. She did not even deserve to mourn their deaths, but her heart was broken all the same.
A weak sob pushed its way out of her throat as she crouched down beside Duskbird, beside Howlingstar. Skyclaw.... they were going to have to tell Skyclaw. She would have to watch her friend lose what was most precious in this world to him. She briefly pressed her nose into their leader's bloodied fur, once a rich shade of earthy brown, now painted red, just like everything else. "What.... what do we do..?" she choked out to those around her, the warriors more experienced with handling these losses than she was. "Do we wait with her until she wakes up?" Her tear-filled eyes frantically searched the faces of her clanmates, desperate for a way to help. "I can- I can run and get Gentlestorm. He can help her, right? I have to he- I can help..." Her paws trembled mercilessly, the same as they had the morning she'd returned to camp to find the devastation left behind by the wolves. She failed them all then, she couldn't afford to sit by and do nothing again. She had to make this right, somehow. There must be a way - there must be.
Things moved very quickly once Batwing gave the signal to begin. She nervously glanced around her, placed a short distance away from Howlingstar and Leafhusk. Suddenly the lead runners took off, breezing past the lounging wolves and rousing their interest enough to give chance. Her pulse thundered in her ears, deafening her to the world around her as she helplessly watched her clanmates sprint towards the Windclan border. When she noticed the rest of the rear guard begin to slowly follow, she did the same, though her attention remained locked on the chase ahead of them.
It felt like hours, but was likely only minutes, before they inevitably neared the gorge. It had never crossed her mind that the wolves might be too smart to fall for their little trap. She trusted the plan that her elders had come up with, and knew that it would work. It had to. But as the group approached the cliffside, she began to peel off from the rest of her group as did the others, straining to keep sight of the runners ahead. Something seemed off... she could feel the shift of the tension in the air as the lead group suddenly split just before they reached the edge, rounding back towards the rear guard where she stood, leaving Batwing alone to face the wolves. What in Starclan's name was he doing...?
And then she watched in horror, along with all her clanmates, as the lead warrior threw himself over the gorge just as the wolves lunged. Her heart stopped, her blood froze, and for a moment it seemed as if time stood still. He was there one second, bravely staring down those demons, and the next he was gone. Gone. "Batwing..." It was nothing more than a hoarse whisper, complete and utter disbelief making her incapable of moving, breathing, doing anything. Why...? They had won, their plan had worked and the wolves were gone... So why were they still losing...?
Leafhusk's sudden declaration shook her from the shock, drew her wide blue gaze back into the forest they had just left behind. She didn't have time to understand what had just happened with Batwing. Howlingstar and Duskbird weren't with them? Snapping. Tearing. Breaking. No. They were all together only moments before... surely they had just split in a different direction and got turned around. "We should... We should look for them," she replied in a quiet voice shaken by all she had just witnessed. Her heart beat rapidly in time with her pawsteps as she turned back into the shadows of the trees, her pace only quickening with each passing moment that allowed her to imagine the worst.
But her imagination failed her, as it always did. Reality was so much worse. It didn't take long to find the pair of dark-furred bodies, left behind in the same place that she had last seen them. "N-No..." Her breath catches in her lungs at the sight of mangled flesh and blood-soaked earth, so much blood... Broken. Both of them contorted in a vision of destruction. Howlingstar had lives left, right? She wasn't sure. She hadn't been there for any other lost life. Would she come back to them? Could she? But Duskbird... he only had one life to give, just like the rest of them. One life, and it was over now. The world seemed to shift and she stumbled unsteadily as the full reality of the past few days crashed into her like a wave breaking violently over the shore.
Death had always been there. She hadn't realized it until now, foolish as she was; but its shadow had always haunted her. Her father, her mother, her clanmates.... her friends... She was ignorant to it at first. But it seemed determined to punish her for her mistakes by taking the lives of those around her. But not her; no, it would not take her. She would be forced to live with the consequences of her actions. She would close her eyes to their faces every night and wake each morning to the sound of their screams in her head. Her fault. It was all her fault, it had to be. Maybe this could have all been avoided some how, if she'd just stayed put, if she'd been able to warn the clan before the wolves ever got close.
Duskbird and Howlingstar were dead. Batwing was dead, Sunfreckle too. Acornwish and Jackdawflight. They were all braver than she was, better than she was, and that was why she still breathed and they did not. It wasn't fair. She did not even deserve to mourn their deaths, but her heart was broken all the same.
A weak sob pushed its way out of her throat as she crouched down beside Duskbird, beside Howlingstar. Skyclaw.... they were going to have to tell Skyclaw. She would have to watch her friend lose what was most precious in this world to him. She briefly pressed her nose into their leader's bloodied fur, once a rich shade of earthy brown, now painted red, just like everything else. "What.... what do we do..?" she choked out to those around her, the warriors more experienced with handling these losses than she was. "Do we wait with her until she wakes up?" Her tear-filled eyes frantically searched the faces of her clanmates, desperate for a way to help. "I can- I can run and get Gentlestorm. He can help her, right? I have to he- I can help..." Her paws trembled mercilessly, the same as they had the morning she'd returned to camp to find the devastation left behind by the wolves. She failed them all then, she couldn't afford to sit by and do nothing again. She had to make this right, somehow. There must be a way - there must be.
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