Forestshade paces outside the leader's den, her paws sinking into the damp soil as rain drips steadily from the canopy above. ShadowClan's camp is quiet, the heavy clouds pressing low over the pines. The usual hustle of clan life feels distant, muted. Or maybe she’s too distracted by the churning restlessness in her chest to notice anyone else.
She isn't the type to hesitate, but this decision carries more weight than anything she's done before. For moons, she's wrestled with this feeling, and now that she's on the verge of doing something about it, there's an unfamiliar tension in her limbs. Her blind green eyes are calm, but her heartbeat pounds louder than the rain thrumming down on her pelt as she takes a deep breath and steps toward the entrance.
"Mirestar?" Her voice is steady as she calls out, though her throat feels tight. She flicks her ear, waiting for a response before entering. Inside, the scent of damp earth mingles with the familiar musk of the leader's den. The torbie feels the warmth of Mirestar's presence before she hears the low rustle of movement. It’s strange. She’s spent so much time in this den, but that was when it was Chilledstar’s. She wonders if it looks more different than it feels.
Forestshade takes a moment, standing tall (which still isn’t an impressive height) as her whiskers twitch. She's faced worse things than this - battle, loss, fear - but this feels different. There's no turning back from this conversation. This will change her life unlike anything ever has.
"I've been thinking about something for a while now," She begins, her voice steady but low, as if the topic demands a certain quietness. "And I don't think I can ignore it any longer."