- Jan 2, 2024
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The blue tabby stalks forward through the derelict building, what was once a fishing shack alongside the river's bend was now nothing but a crumbling skeleton of old wood and mildew, the scent did not disuade her as she settled her paws down under her to perch within the center in the hopes being surrounded even a little but so many toppled wooden boards and brittle frames would block the wind. It had been a moon since she had left those kits at the border, her trump card for an easy life spit back into her face by cruelty. Ember, Smokestar, whatever he wanted to go by now, was nothing more than a monster for turning her away. And for what? Because she wanted to live? Ridiculous, the clans had taken so much good territory in the woods that there was nothing for the vagabonds who didn't want to be indoctrinated into some cult of stars. They looked upward to the sky like fools for guidance while real cats with real problems stared at the cold earth and listened to sound of their stomachs gnaw and writhe inside them for sustenance that would not come.
"If we had that territory..." She muses out loud, her thoughts carried heavy on the wind, a daring challenge to the world unseen. Imagine not having to scrounge through twoleg trash for food, to not fight over the most meager of morsols. The streets had always been so cold and merciless but they were moreso as the seasons grew colder. She'd find cats she knew plastered frozen upon the ground, skeletal not from rot and age but starvation.
The striped molly huffs as she stands again, this spot was alright to block the wind but if she didn't move the chill seeped into her paws and limbs like an ache so she began to pace. Her tail trashed, she let herself get worked up again as if the fires of her heart might warm her.
"I want to take it." She whispers again, a little louder, out of the corner of her eyes she sees shadows moving, creeping around the outside edges of her ruined kingdom. She wants a bigger throne. "Why should the clans have all this land?" Kindling yowls out, if she has an audience she doesn't care to hide her feelings - if she has no audience then this is more for her than anything. "They stole my kits, you know." She says, spotting movement that was unmistakably a cat around the edge of the shack, through slotted holes in the fallen wall, "They steal land, prey and now kits. They'll brainwash them into being clanners too and send them to kill me. My own flesh and blood."
The kittens were not truly that important to her, if she wanted kits again that was as easy as finding a stupid tom and most of them were if you asked her, but anything to further justify her fury or cause was worth lamenting over. "I want that river to run red, it should belong to me. Us. Any cat who needs it. Those clanners take and expect us to follow their rules and ways if they even let us in at all. Outsiders, they say as if they were not once like us as well."