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POSITIVE courageous resilient loyal |
NEUTRAL wary somber practical |
NEGATIVE cruel reckless animalistic |
PLATONIC EXTREMELY DIFFICULT to befriend |
ROMANTIC DIFFICULT to romance |
PSYCHOLOGICAL EASY to manipulate |
WILL start fights kill maim |
WON'T show mercy mediate attack kits, elders |
MAY flee |
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↳ fallow loves doepaw, but it holds a lot of guilt for their mother's actions. doe's questioning of its violent tendencies has lead to even for it to be ashamed of; there is a tension now that was not there before.She smiles. "Doe's a better cat than me," Fallowpaw says slowly. "She deserves better than..." The words peter out. All that fear, the scratches that sunk into her eyes. Better than Baying Hound for a mother (better than Fallowpaw for a sister). "..All of it." She breathes a soft sigh, expression resolute. "Just want to keep her safe. 'S all that matters."
↳ fallow loves antlerpaw, but it holds a lot of guilt for their mother's actions. it will likely never forget the way antler stood by it in the face of baying hound, yet it feels the need to protect its sister from having to face a situation like that again."Antler," Fallowpaw echoes with a smile. "She's braver than she knows, I think..." A rare snort of a laugh seems to startle its way out of the apprentice. "Not to sound all sappy or nothin'," she comments quickly, seeming amused at her own kind words. The mirth doesn't last long; it rarely does, with Fallowpaw. She sobers quickly. "Shouldn't have to be, though. I do what I can to make things easier. Keep her safe."
↳ there's a part of fallow that still misses the mother she remembers from when she was young, but she's buried that deep within herself. she tries not to think of baying hound, most days - it's too painful.At the mention of her mother, Fallowpaw visibly tenses. "Don't wanna talk about her." There's something in its eyes that's reminiscent of a cornered animal, wide and pinned. Her claws slip from their sheathes. It's as if even the thought of someone knowing about Baying Hound causes it dread. "If I'm not her daughter, then she's not my mother. Leave it at that." The words come out in a growl, defensive and final.
↳ fallow's feelings on stormywing are complicated. as much as she wants to look up to her, stormy's intense training and fallow's unwillingness to let herself grow close has driven a wedge between mentor and apprentice."She's a hardass, I'll say that much," the apprentice laments. Maybe it's earned it, with all the trouble it's gotten itself into, but the fact remains. "Always actin' like she cares about me, though. Like we're the same." Its tail lashes. A kittypet and a rogue, both outsiders. Yet when it looks at her, it doesn't see itself - only impossible expectations and someone who had a far kinder life than it ever has. "We're not really though, are we...?"
↳ falcon was the first thunderclan cat to show fallow kindness, and for this she has always favored him. he is one of the only cats outside her family she considers safe."Oh!" Fallowpaw seems to perk up at the mention of the sunny-pelted warrior. "I like him." High praise from the mouth of Fallowpaw. She continues, "One of the only ones here worth spendin' time with," He's kinder than most everyone she's met, and that's worth more than she'd ever admit. It's admirable, no matter what anyone else says.
↳ brave is truly the closest thing fallow has to a friend, and that scares her. she doesn't understand his kindness nor his persistence, and so she pushes him away with all the more fervor."Bravepaw" Fallowpaw snorts, seeming incredulous at having even been asked - as though his very mention is an affront to her senses. "'S a nuisance and a mouse-brain, nothing more." Her gaze holds steely for a moment, face set in its usual glare. Then, strangely, her eyes flit to the side. "Dunno why he's got it in his head that we're friends." She spits the words with no small amount of venom, and yet... Why does she sound almost lonely?
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