- Aug 6, 2023
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Salmon is alongside a patrol today but her head is anything but in the game. Her stomach churns uncomfortably so and she swears shes going to hurl from how much her head whirls and whirls and doesn't stop.
Troutsnout. Almost Lichenstar. Turtlepaw. Moonbeam. Hazecloud. Riverpaw. She turns them over and over in her brain, repeated like a broken record. Troutsnout, almost Lichenstar, Turtlepaw... Moonbeam... Hazecloud, Stars- her chest feels tight, Riverpaw; she wants to bawl as she thinks of her own failures. She could have helped Riverpaw like she helped Lichenstar. And Hazecloud... She prays to whatever Stars that are left out there that have not abandoned her, that she is okay. She's close with the molly, a friend, someone she could come to and talk to at any time...
And her poor apprentice. She had promised herself she'd search until her paws bled... And it's a promise she needs to keep. She can't be in her head anymore today.
She zones back in to her lifelessly dragging herself along her clanmates. A deep breath to steady herself reveals that something is on the wind... And it cant be good. "Watch out, something is coming up, i'm going to investigate." she murmurs to the patrol, caution causing her pelt to prickle. Hope guides her pawsteps because maybe... Just maybe twolegs are releasing her friends up ahead. She needs to go further upwind to investigate whether they're coming across a trap or a twoleg and as she goes, something catches her eyes. A dog is running straight for the patrol and its fast. Her hope is broken. Of course it had been just wishful thinking. "RUN!" her voice peaks to a yell, but shes the closest to it and unfortunately... She's not fast enough to start running backwards, claws scrabbling at the earth below as she begins to stumble over her legs.
It's enough for the bolting dog to catch up. She's knocked off balance at the sudden weight knocking in to her, hitting the ground hard and slightly rolling across the grass. She's not quick enough to rise to her paws either because theres suddenly a hot breath over her, shadow casted and she shuts her eyes, heart racing wildly. This is where she dies. Here is where she'll take her final breaths, a coward, a nobody, someone who could have done more...
It was only a few heartbeats, but it felt like hours, until the dog makes its move. It lunges forwards and Salmon raises a paw to defend herself until... A slimy tongue is licked across her face, slobber dripping from her cheek fur as she opens her eyes in bewilderment. "Ew! Ew- Get off, get off!" her voice is somewhat shrill as she tries to wiggle out from under the playful puppy but to no avail. One of her clanmates is going to have to distract it and she prays they eventually come back so shes not stuck under a dog that wants nothing more than to dirty her fur with horrid smelling breath and slime.
Troutsnout. Almost Lichenstar. Turtlepaw. Moonbeam. Hazecloud. Riverpaw. She turns them over and over in her brain, repeated like a broken record. Troutsnout, almost Lichenstar, Turtlepaw... Moonbeam... Hazecloud, Stars- her chest feels tight, Riverpaw; she wants to bawl as she thinks of her own failures. She could have helped Riverpaw like she helped Lichenstar. And Hazecloud... She prays to whatever Stars that are left out there that have not abandoned her, that she is okay. She's close with the molly, a friend, someone she could come to and talk to at any time...
And her poor apprentice. She had promised herself she'd search until her paws bled... And it's a promise she needs to keep. She can't be in her head anymore today.
She zones back in to her lifelessly dragging herself along her clanmates. A deep breath to steady herself reveals that something is on the wind... And it cant be good. "Watch out, something is coming up, i'm going to investigate." she murmurs to the patrol, caution causing her pelt to prickle. Hope guides her pawsteps because maybe... Just maybe twolegs are releasing her friends up ahead. She needs to go further upwind to investigate whether they're coming across a trap or a twoleg and as she goes, something catches her eyes. A dog is running straight for the patrol and its fast. Her hope is broken. Of course it had been just wishful thinking. "RUN!" her voice peaks to a yell, but shes the closest to it and unfortunately... She's not fast enough to start running backwards, claws scrabbling at the earth below as she begins to stumble over her legs.
It's enough for the bolting dog to catch up. She's knocked off balance at the sudden weight knocking in to her, hitting the ground hard and slightly rolling across the grass. She's not quick enough to rise to her paws either because theres suddenly a hot breath over her, shadow casted and she shuts her eyes, heart racing wildly. This is where she dies. Here is where she'll take her final breaths, a coward, a nobody, someone who could have done more...
It was only a few heartbeats, but it felt like hours, until the dog makes its move. It lunges forwards and Salmon raises a paw to defend herself until... A slimy tongue is licked across her face, slobber dripping from her cheek fur as she opens her eyes in bewilderment. "Ew! Ew- Get off, get off!" her voice is somewhat shrill as she tries to wiggle out from under the playful puppy but to no avail. One of her clanmates is going to have to distract it and she prays they eventually come back so shes not stuck under a dog that wants nothing more than to dirty her fur with horrid smelling breath and slime.
- bingo slot for: burbot | the dog is friendly & won't attack unless provoked :)
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salmon,, salmonshade
❥ cis female ,, she/her ,, 39 months
❥ warrior of riverclan ,, mentoring riverpaw
❥ fluffy & dainty chocolate tortie smoke with white, blue eyes
❥ "speech, fd9367" ,, thoughts
❥ lesbian ,, single
❥ smells like warm flowers & freshly cut grass
❥ chibi by pin ,, penned by chuff