He didn't even know where to start. Ferngill hadn't uttered a word on the journey back- even as they broke the threshold of camp, stinking of blood and battle and adrenaline. It had all begun to ebb away now, leaving pulsing pain in its wake- Ferngill could hear nothing but his shallow breath, could see nothing but the glaze of panic in the golden eyes of the falling Windclanner. She was dead, and he'd- he'd killed her.
Trying to steel himself, Ferngill swept his eyes around the gathering crowd, trying to pick out the more comforting faces in the crowd. Sablemist, where was Sablemist... was she here? She had to know the truth. Would she love him, still? But- even if not, she had to know. And he couldn;t stay silent for much longer. Growing concern on the faces of his Clanmates forced Ferngill to speak.
"W-WindClan... stealing prey at the gorge." Ferngill couldn't stop his voice from shaking. "We... we fought them off. One of them... one of them..."
Ferngill looked at the ground, looked at his paws. "I didn't mean to. She- she was going to- to... kill Claythorn. I didn't..." he swallowed. "She ff-fell down the gorge. The- the Windclanners left."
The ground felt unsteady beneath him- the fiery tom squeezed his eyes shut, trying to purge the pain away. His throat was dry, his mind... his mind reeled, spun. "I didn't mean to," he murmured again, voice burning with regret.
\ with @salmonshade and @claythorn but no need to wait!
Trying to steel himself, Ferngill swept his eyes around the gathering crowd, trying to pick out the more comforting faces in the crowd. Sablemist, where was Sablemist... was she here? She had to know the truth. Would she love him, still? But- even if not, she had to know. And he couldn;t stay silent for much longer. Growing concern on the faces of his Clanmates forced Ferngill to speak.
"W-WindClan... stealing prey at the gorge." Ferngill couldn't stop his voice from shaking. "We... we fought them off. One of them... one of them..."
Ferngill looked at the ground, looked at his paws. "I didn't mean to. She- she was going to- to... kill Claythorn. I didn't..." he swallowed. "She ff-fell down the gorge. The- the Windclanners left."
The ground felt unsteady beneath him- the fiery tom squeezed his eyes shut, trying to purge the pain away. His throat was dry, his mind... his mind reeled, spun. "I didn't mean to," he murmured again, voice burning with regret.
\ with @salmonshade and @claythorn but no need to wait!
✦ penned by pin ✦