"GOT MY BACK AGAINST THE WALL"
NAME Thornpaw (Smogmaw xx Halfshade)
─ alternates -maw, -shade, -berry, -mask, -glare
RANK Apprentice of Shadowclan | Mentor
@Bonerattle
AGE 4 moons
GENDER AMAB Trans Fem (she/her)
ORIENTATION Lesbian (will be revealed in adulthood)
GENETICS LH Cream Mackerel Chimera Tabby w/low white and blue/brown heterochromia
VOICE Speaks in
"#faf1d2" with a low
"volume." and a
"warm." 'calm' tone.
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APPEARANCE At birth her pelt was riddled with feverfew coat and sickly. Causing her to appear like an odd black smoke. Despite her minuscule memories of the moment, she recalls it still being a happy one. Thankfully, in recent times her coat has begun to bleed into its natural colors of yellows, creams, and browns.
Thornpaw, an enchanting embodiment of feline grace, boasting an exquisite long and winding barbary coat, seamlessly blending the hues of a pale and dark palette. A captivating trait that was passed onto her is her mackerel markings. The pattern is nearly identical to her father Smogmaw's except her facial stripes. It cradles her sides, akin to winding trails or tendrils of thorns. This feature accentuates her appearance, accompanied by her unique chimera pelt. At first glance, it would be impossible to tell but after a second look, you can spot the difference. This is where her fur forms a canvas primarily composed of pristine cream and white interspersed with captivating shades of light brown. The crowning jewel of her countenance resides within her heterochromatic eyes. When looking deeper, one side seems to blend into molten amber, the other a sea of ice. Offering a glimpse into her soul, capturing the very essence of Thornpaw's determination. Even her fur plays a harmonious melody of hues that synchronize with her every movement, evoking a sense of grace and strength.
As Thornpaw matures, her pelt will cascade lower, curving wildly around her cheeks, sides, and legs. With the onset of her warrior training, Thorn??? will undergo a final growth spurt. Standing taller than before, she'll surpass even her largest parent, by an inch or so. Similarly, to her mother, is her physique Thorn??? maintaining a fit yet sturdy form. This unique growth pattern will also create spaces within her long fur, emphasizing a well-defined musculature.
POSITIVE TRAITS
+ Tough Love
+ Faithful
+ Resilient
NEUTRAL TRAITS
o Patient
o Observant
o Hardworking
NEGATIVE TRAITS
- Calculating
- Distrustful
- Insistent
PERSONALITY During kittenhood Thornkit is an endearing individual whose personality effortlessly spans a diverse spectrum of qualities – tranquility, motivation, contemplation, and lightheartedness. Her inherent talent for providing protection and care defines her, creating an aura reminiscent of a guardian figure. Whether she's enthusiastically embracing new and uncharted escapades fueled by her imaginative fervor, her presence radiates an overwhelming sense of inclusiveness that draws others to her.
In late kittenhood and early apprenticeship, her capacity to effortlessly balance responsibility with a lighthearted demeanor starts to fall flat. Battle, famine, siblings dissappearance and the journeying cats returning with news. Thornkit is at a total loss in what to do with herself. Struggling with the intricacies of death she'll start experiencing regular night terrors without her siblings nearby. This small window will harden her softer core. Leading to more outbursts, tears, and dejection from within the clan.
Once her father comes around and her siblings are returned Thornkit will begin to warm up again. Removing herself from her previous shell and boosting forward with the need to impress. After becoming an apprentice she will strive to become stronger physically and maintain mental discipline. Crafting her into a hardy and reliable student.
INTERESTS
- Creating tales
- Annoying other's with tongue twisters
- Collecting pretty rocks they find
LIKES
- The color blue
- Playing with rocks and digging up worms
- Sassing their siblings
DISLIKES
- The dark
- Rainy or muddy days
- Indecisive individuals
LOVES
- The smell of fresh dew on grass
- The taste of frog
- Receiving compliments on their pelt or rock collection
HATES
- The smell of lilies
- Anyone brave enough to harm their siblings
- Blatant disrespect towards them or others
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BACKGROUND Exuding relaxation, encouragement, thoughtfulness, and playfulness, Thornkit embodies strength.
Her arrival in her own memories is bathed in warm, bright light. Unconsciously, her mind cherishes the ghostly recollection of her sibling's soft fur and the comfortable closeness. From the early lessons of pouncing on queen's tails to seeking shelter during scary nights, Thornkit consistently emanated joy. She embraced inclusion and led adventures, even naming random objects playful names like 'bug buddies', earning her the affectionate nickname 'bug' from her friends.
Yet the sudden absence of her littermates dampers this light. Turning inward she grows weary of her family and begins to hide. Unsure of how to face the reality her father might not come back from the mountains and her siblings could very well be gone. Thankfully, they are shortly returned after her father brings home the cure for Yellowcough. Thrilled to have her family back she starts to defrost her cold behavior.
Transitioning from the nursery to the apprentice den stirs strong emotions in Thornpaw. She naturally assumes a self-guarded demeanor. Pressuring herself to be the best and the strongest. This change exposes her to emotional pain and the world's dangers, fostering lasting concern for her loved ones' well-being. This anxiety shapes her as a vigilant guardian over her siblings, subtly observing them while feigning nonchalance.
In adulthood, her enthusiasm might return after a time of peace, focusing more on warriorhood rather than grief. Thorn???'s dedication to clan life may come late but she will have worked incredibly hard to make a place for herself. Honoring her father and mother's legacy as she goes. Her dedication may come across as curt, but it underscores her determination to excel.
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RELATIONSHIPSIn their kittenhood, ??? will radiate a gentle and inviting disposition. As they start an apprenticeship, a marked transformation will take place in both their outward appearance and inner self. Growing more resolute and vigilant in safeguarding themselves. Upon reaching the cusp of adulthood, their once-plush fur will acquire a charmingly unkempt quality, complemented by striking eyes that captivate onlookers. Simultaneously, they will cultivate a greater sense of self-reliance and a penchant for maintaining boundaries with others.
smogmaw ─ Meeting her father for the first time will be confusing and may even go ignored at first. Once the dots are put together for her a whirlwind of hurt, sadness, and overwhelming joy will take control. Due to her mother's passing, she will feel like it's too good to be true.
halfshade ─ Nightly, she will pray to see her mom. Deciding to stop around mid-way through their future apprenticeship. Being far too little and having little to no contact with her when alive. ??? has no idea what their mother really looked like. Only, that her sibling Halfkit shares in her beauty in more than just name. This spurs the reason they collect rocks. It will be in honor of their mom. Because of the way a clanmate or friend who knew her describes them ??? she will have several rocks that she believes matched Halfshade.
siblings ─ ??? treasures her siblings and thinks of them as her closest friends. Crafting many games and rules to keep things interesting for them. She would do anything to ensure they're safe and often does her best to be an exceptional cat. Despite her caring intentions, she can get easily annoyed and isn't afraid to chew on an ear or two in a scuffle.
clanmates ─ Shadowclan at the start will be her constant with a couple of tails here, some paw shuffling there, and muted mews that fill her everyday atmosphere. ??? cares and respects her clan and is happy to be a part of it. Something she likes is hearing and observing clanmates enjoying themselves.
strangers ─ With strangers she is an imposing force and stern-faced feline who is not willing to give up her private thoughts or clan information easily. Despite her intimidating approach, she is easily swayed by honesty and those willing to give an explanation. Her intuition sways her and is willing to give others a chance. However, to more reserved or aggressive types, she keeps a firm guard and does not budge on her decision to turn them down unless made to do so.
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PLOT IDEAS
─ 1 ─ ??? will develop a specialized hunting skill when tracking frogs or other varmint. Stomping hard on some paw placements and silently on others. Stirring up the prey in their hides or surprise them mid-burrow. Scooping them out effortlessly with one jab of their claw and an upward push of their paw. Launching them up high and letting them plummet hard using the momentary confusion to finish the job.
─ 2 ─ Having a tense relationship with her future mentor she will (assumedly) be paired with a very strict, quiet, and cold teacher Someone who will be incredibly difficult for her to mesh personalities with. This will be when she starts to break down her own self-image. Fervently, she'll try to please her mentor only to stumble and fall from the anxieties. Her well-maintained emotional stability will waver but hold fast despite the struggle. She will often get berated, judged, and be expected to complete twice as many tasks as her peers. In the end, she will hold a deep disdain for her mentor until she finally becomes a warrior herself. Then she'll realize her previous mentor never intended to be cruel but to help her become tough in the face of hardship. That way anytime a challenge that seemed impossible arose she would be ready to tackle it from all angles.
─ 3 ─ Experience genuine heartbreak or have her feelings point blank rejected. She'll assume other individual shares her crush and make a public display of it. Expecting everything to fall perfectly into place like in her fantasies only to be smacked hard with reality. This will curb her never-ending enthusiasm to a more polite simmer. Understanding that communication is vastly more important than emotionally driven fantasies of grandeur.
─ 4 ─ They will have a tendency to nitpick or worry over their family. Which will triple upon their return from Windclan to almost an obsessive degree. Often asking 'have you eaten today?' 'did you wash behind your ears?' 'is that mud on your pelt - let me get it for you!' 'hey what did that rude tom say to you the other day? want me to smack their ears off?' and that's only the tip of the iceberg.
"I AIN'T GOT NO OTHER PLACE TO HIDE."
